上天既不让我拥有你，会把更好的给你。。。

2011-04-24T05:52:00.000-07:00

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Amazing Grace: Birthday Special

2011-04-23T02:10:00.000-07:00

Good Friday was awesome! Supposed to go church with mum and brother but i skipped it because of Amazing Grace. Spent the whole afternoon cooking for my lovelies and i ended up being 2 hours late. Headed to Marina Barrage for picnic then back to J8 Icing Room at night. Went to the playground at open space to cut the super belated birthday cake and chatted till the security guard chased us out because it's closing. So we went to amazing grace's favourite meeting spot! Had a super long talk among the four of us, it was damn great. Thanks Amazing Grace-ers for such wonderful time together :)

And then, it struck upon me. Maybe i wasn't like what you said, "your bestest friend". Maybe all along, i'm not important to you. Maybe i'm just someone whom you don't mind talking to. Maybe i was too miserable myself, that's why you took pity on me and gave me promises that you'd never fulfilled. If that's the truth, then i'd have nothing to say. I can only blame myself for expecting too much, for trusting all of your sweet talks, for falling into your trap and believed that you'll be there for me, whatever happens. You don't know how much it hurts, seeing you remembering and fulfilling your promise to someone dear to you, and yet, you totally threw mine aside. Worst still, you totally forgotten what's your promise to me. It's not the berry sweets i mind about, it's about the person making it. You told me that i could trust you, you wouldn't break my heart, and now, look what happens? You don't even give a damn, you just shrugged it off and pretend it didn't happened afterall. And this just shows how much i really mean to you right. It also shows just how much that someone means to you. It really disappoints me, to see how how much you cares for her, how much you're willing to spend time to make her happy, how much she really means to you. And me? What am i to you? 3 years of close ties, and this is what i get at the end? I'm not even at par to someone who knows you for a year. And yes, i really envy her. And i do admit, she's really a nice girl. That's why you'd love her so much right? And yeah, maybe she needs love and concern so much more than me. But still, thanks for pretending that you care, thanks for telling me that i'm your bestest friend, because those times with you, they're priceless. Losing you may be a painful for me, but i know i'm not alone to endure it :)

xoxo,
ZEN.

Unforgettable

2011-04-09T20:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HEBE!
Many things happened this weeeeek, and one of the important ones is the band's syf. Priceless and memorable times with them on Thursday. In fact, not only Thursday, they are the days where we were making music together, playing together, laughing together, spending the whole day together, as one. And Thursday, it was one of the days I'd never ever forget in my whole life. :)
Went out with shiyen on Saturday to Nex, fun time~
Ahh, so many things have been happening during this weekend. It's just so so so so so so damn depressing to see people around me, related or not, getting so upset with things that happened to them. And it is worst when you can do nothing to ease their pain and make them feel better. Things will turn better, yeah. I do hope so, for everyone.

xoxo,
ZEN.

THANKS.

2011-03-11T10:20:00.000-08:00

I've been super tired and moody lately. Having serious moodswings again, it just all comes back. I guess all I need is a time alone. Gonna sleeeeeep like mad during the holiday! So many homeworks and things that need to be done during the march holiday!

Even so, I really wanna thank you for giving me such beautiful memories in my life. Even if it's only a week. You might not know it, but they mean alot alot alot to me. And yes, all those tears and heartaches are worthwhile for that one week of my secondary 3 life. Although it's only a week, i remember every single little details that we've done together. I know they're not real but during that point of time, I felt the warmth i never used to have. It felt, so real. So real to the extent that I even thought of what'll happen to the both of us in future if it really came true. Which in actual fact, it's really pointless of me to think of such things. I don't know what happen that made you like this. It hurts alot at first but as time goes by, I began to get used to your nonchalant attitude towards me. And sometimes. I still wish you can stop treating me this way. Because everytime you do this, you might not know it, it hurts.

I'm still willing to use 100 times the amount of my heartaches and tears in exchange for 100 weeks. But I know, it's impossible.

XOXO,
ZEN.

I should have known.

2011-03-09T07:37:00.000-08:00

Alright, JJ's concert was super AWESOME. Plus, the tickets are free! Shall upload pictures some other time.

And well, i know this shouldn't come as a shocking piece of news for me. But i was practically shattered. I can't stop the tears from rolling. I can't stop my heart from sinking. It's like the fourth time i'm feeling like this ever since last year. And the feeling was horrible, super horrible. Just as when i was about to give up getting to the bottom of the truth and stop caring, something along the way will stop me, and i'll get my hopes high. Just like a year ago. Exactly a year ago. And then, you'll send me back lying flat on the ground like you've always done. And i'm the only silly girl who thought otherwise. I continued trying only to get myself hurt in the end and it's always this case. Like the time when you didn't reply to my text. You have no idea how happy i actually felt when i received a reply from you. And then, i don't know what the hell went wrong, you stopped replying. I felt so so so so so foolish when i know you're not gonna reply and yet i can't stop myself from waiting, for just that one single text of yours. I wish i could stop being silly. I wish i could stop caring. I wish i could stop missing. I wish could stop loving. It's already been a year, but 1 year isn't long, at all. At least, it isn't for me. I'm willing to wait, but this wait is getting me nowhere. Especially when i know that i don't matter to you anymore. And yes, i should have known. Ever since last year. The moment you said your answer. I should be smart enough not to get myself hurt another time. So yeah, i deserved all this tortures for being such a smart-aleck, for harbouring that small little glimmer of hope. And now, this glimmer of hope has been crushed into pieces like nobody's business. I should've known that it's already a year. It's time for me to wake up. It's time for me to move on. There's just no one else but silly me who will continue to live in the past memories that happened a year ago. Any normal human being would've already gotten over, and i was stupid to think you might be the exception. I only left a few more months before i wouldn't be seeing you ever again. I should really make full of use of the time i have now.

xoxo,
ZEN.

突然好想你 ;

2011-03-04T08:23:00.000-08:00

Alright, finally!
It's March now. Super fast. I was just thinking of what i went through last year around this month, miss those times, alot. I wish i could turn back time. Oh well. I have so much so much so much things to do during the March Holiday! USS, band practises, homeworks, projects, courseworks, quality time with family, tuitions, marina barrage with eleanor, etc! Oh god, how the hell am i gonna stuff all of these in just a week!

Alright, been "studying" with Jocelyn at Nex every Sunday afternoon ever since i came back from Bangkok! And i've been sacrificing my afternoon nap for it! It better be of good use! And my sweeeeeet sweeeeeet Eleanor, lunch with her after school is always super epic. <3

There's just so many things going through my head. I wish i could type everything out. But i can't. I can't believe, after a year, after so many things that had happened, i've still been thinking about it. It's always you, you and you. I wish i could get all those thoughts out of my mind. I don't know what to do. I tried to stop. I tried to numb myself. I tried so much, telling myself that it doesn't matter anymore. But they don't even help a single bit. Those inexplicable happiness i'm feeling, those hearty guffaws and smiles i have, i don't even know why i'm feeling like this. Is this how it's supposed to be? Is this how i ought to behave? Is this even fair? Maybe you don't even know, maybe you will doubt it but yes, this is how i'm feeling right now. It's the exact same feeling i felt a year ago. It never ever once stop. Funny how you don't seem to realise a single shit of it. Or maybe you just don't give a single damn. I'm tired. Really tired. Tired of playing mind games with you. Tired of always guessing what are you really thinking deep down in your heart. It's not as if i have a choice. I would pretty much stop guessing if i have one. I wish i could be the one who's in control of my ownself, but no, it's like, you're always holding the key to everything. And after all these nonsense you've been giving me, i'm still here. I never once left, but it seems like you've been moving forward and never once look back. And yes, i do hope your life will be filled with happiness and laughters without me. And as for me, all i hope is for me to start moving my legs and get on with my life, without looking back, just like what you've done.

Band practise in the morning tomorrow and tuition in the afternoon. Gonna watch JJ's concert with Zav at night, and i'm feeling kinda excited~

Gonna sleeeeeep now, super duper tired!

xoxo,
ZEN.

So, what can i say anymore?

2011-01-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

I don't particularly have any comments on the first week of school except that is super tiring. The only day i could take nap was on Friday. Oh well, homework and tests are piling up, i guess they'll keep me busy for awhile. Went to eat lunch at J8 after school with Eleanor and the lunch was super expensive! But it was fun, since we're laughing like mad all the way~ And Saturday was the CCA fair in the morning. After school went to have lunch and i spent my whole afternoon with Charissa at the library doing maths. Charissa almost died teaching me maths, sorry! But the hours spent were fruitful. Thanks mot :)

I'm starting to lose my smile. Starting to lose my feelings. Starting to lose myself.
Starting to lose everything within me. I don't wanna fake my smile each time i interact with people. I don't wanna say "I'm fine!" whenever people ask me if there's anything wrong. It's scary. To be feeling nothing, when you ought to feel something. But i know, it's only less than a year i have to get through. After these months, i know, i know for sure that i do not need to fake my smile. I will tell someone everything. I will tell someone how i spent my life throughout this months. I will tell someone that i'm beginning to feel something. I will tell someone i used to have a soul mate. I will tell someone i used to have friends who truly love me. I will tell someone that i had let them down. I will tell someone that i don't want history to repeat itself. But for the meantime, i have to carry on putting on this suit of armor. I can't put it down no matter how heavy it is or how tired i feel. I just have to carry on this lonely journey. And i guess, Eleanor will be the only i'm comfortable walking through my journey with, sitting beside with throughout, pouring out my troubles to. And with her, i guess i have nothing to be afraid of. Because i know, at least, there's still someone in the world who truly cares and loves me.
I don't wanna waste any more of my time thinking back on things i should do or things i should not do, much as i would really really really really like a time machine, it's impossible.
The present and the future is what i need to spend my time on. I guess those experiences in the past can only help me and remind me not to make the same mistakes in future. I know, when i look back, my life in secondary school, i've gained and lost so many things. And those things, they have made my four years so beautiful and unforgettable. Even those pain and emotions i felt, those tears i rolled, those sleepless nights i spent, those silly and stupid decisions i made, they're all part of what i am now or in future and they'd always be beautiful no matter how much unpleasant memories they gave me.
I'm already 15. I know i've got to grow up. I've got be rational. I've got to stop being wilful and spoilt. There are much bigger and important things i need to attend to instead of being so silly and pitiful, crying over spilt milk when i know i've already made the decision to move on. It's amazing. Really amazing, how i could just simply choose to give up just like that when all of you meant so much to me. I guess "meant so much to me" doesn't matters anymore. It's all meaningless already. And yes, i've got to stop being so emotional most of the times.

Alright, so many common tests next week! Got to start studying for SS and F&N already. Hebe's concert is just next SATURDAY! YAY! I guess she's gonna be super tiring on that day for having two concerts in the same day ): I'll be attending her autograph session on Sunday! Ooooorhmaaaiiigoooooooorrrrrddddd! Super happy and excited~

突然发现站了好久, 不知道要往哪走.
还不想回家的我, 再多人陪只会更寂寞.

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多,
一目了然的痛, 就是睡到一半,
才覺醒療傷先要哭一場.

但我想我不會愛你這樣下去, 因害怕失去,
所以逞強的,宁愿遠遠看著你.

如果你也听说, 有没有想过我?
想普通旧朋友, 还是你依然会心疼我?

虽然有好多好多的话想对你说, 悬着一颗心没着落,
要怎么附和, 舍不得又无可奈何.

如果你想起我, 你会想到什么?
我真的很想知道.

O Level Chinese result is gonna be out, i guess i won't have the mood to study tomorrow.

xoxo,
ZEN.

Merry Christmas

2010-12-26T08:07:00.000-08:00

Guess i'm not late for this since there's 12 days of Christmas. MERRY CHRISTMAS! My favourite season of the year has finally arrived. And it was certainly enjoyable for me since i got to celebrate it with my family and relatives.

Benjamin's chalet was fun :) Thanks to the chef of the day, Chii Hsien who made us so many lovely food and he didn't even get to eat! Yvonne and i got to know each other much better! And Ben's girlfriend, Huda! Super envied them for lasting so long and overcoming so much obstacles since they're of different races. Kinda reminded me of the past. Anyway, was super happy for them being so loving and sweet towards each other :)
I spent Christmas Eve night with my family and Ben's family in Orchard. The lightings there were super nice~ Especially the musical instruments ones outside Ion! Talked to Ben about some personal stuffs and yes, he shared the same sentiments as me. I guess i know what i'm doing now, it's the best for me. He asked me if i would regret this, but my answer to him was, even if i ever felt regretful, i would continue my decision and never look back, because this is the choice i made, i must be responsible of my own actions. And i'm proud of myself. Anyway, Orchard is SUPER CROWDED. But the atmosphere of Christmas was really there! :D and I've finished " Twilight Investigation " . The show is super funny :) ! Siu Fu and Sing's character were super funny~

The year is coming to an end soon, but i don't think it's gonna make much of adifference for me except the stress of tackling O level. Most probably gonna be another year of emptiness. I should have gotten used to this, the feeling of emptiness. I must get used to this. It's been well, almost 2 months? And it's gonna be 12 months that i'm handling, one year after another. Oh well, I guess it's gonna be easy for me. All i have to do is sleep my way through and numb myself with songs and dramas.

I'm going Malaysia tomorrow. I really really hope to enjoy myself like i did in Hongkong. And after that, the school is reopening soon ):

Hebe's concert! I'm counting down! 19 more days! Talking about Hebe's concert, I'M SUPER ANGRY. It's only been less than 2 days of the opening of the tickets, and the $138 ones were sold out! SOLD OUT! >:/ ARSEHOLE. I wanna get the $138 seat! ): But come to think of it, it means that my Hebe is popular ^^ I should be happy and glad that i could even get a seat!

And Selina, my dearest princess, i'm so happy you're recovering soon! Continue to add oil dear~ I'm waiting for you, waiting for your wedding, waiting for you to be the prettiest bride in the world, waiting for you to be the most beautiful mother in the world :D I love you <3

xoxo,
ZEN.

RION KUDO.

2010-12-21T03:34:00.000-08:00

I don't know why but i feel as if i owe everyone something. And that feeling is bad, especially to the person whom i've owed the most, Rion Kudo. I know you'll see this, but you know ever since i sent you those texts yesterday, i don't feel comfortable. I don't know how you'd react to it, hopefully, you'd be able to accept it i guess. You've always been a strong girl, and this time, you got Eugene to help you to overcome this. But of course 4 years of memories, you definitely can't put it down that easily, so let's do it bit by bit okay? I know, we can do it, and i've already took the first step, so you should too! I just wanna let everyone knows that, you've always been Zenavia Quek's soulmate, and you will always be. You know i never stop loving you from the day we've met till now. And saying about finding someone to replace you in my previous posts mentioned, no, you know i'd never ever do that. Soulmate, there's only one for me, and that's you, RION KUDO. Best friend, there's only one for me, and that's you RION KUDO. So one day, if you find that everyone in the world dislikes you, please, remember me and you will know that there's still a little girl in your memory, she has always loved you. Even if i chose to give this friendship up, your place in my heart, it's irreplaceable. You'd always be there even if one day i've forgotten your looks, your name, your everything, but i'd never forget that there's this little girl whom has entered my life and heart and she will stay forever. :)

xoxo,
ZEN.

BORING.

2010-12-19T10:31:00.000-08:00

Oh gosh, this is super boring. It's 2.31 am now and i'm at my living room switching channels to watch. Nick is on the sofa beside me now and we're going to be bored to death now. Zav is playing maple carnival with my account and baby is sleeping soundly on the floor. SUPER BORING~ guess I'm gonna sleep soon, need to wake up tomorrow for the renew of my passport photo? And then heading sown to aranda club for chalet, should be much fun tomorrow! Shawn owes me one icecream~ alright my day today was quite okay starting with chemistry tuition in the morning ( like can you imagine I woke up at 10.20am for tuition?! ) then I took nap from 1pm till 5.30 xD headed down to nex with zav and Nick to get present for Ben but we didn't find any at the end, and we've been rotting in the living room from 12am till now. And yes, I'm starting to be able to let go of everything, not literally. Because when I see your posts, my tears still flow down and the emptiness in me is still there but it's a good start yeah? I've learnt how to live my life without you bit by bit and accepting the fact that people do leave at times and I'm glad that I didn't think much these few weeks, just drowning myself with dramas and games and it sorta helped alittle? But I guess when school starts, it's gonna be hard for me to handle, but I'd try to continue living the life I chose, even if it fills with emptiness and lonliness, I'd find the colours of my life eventually and I'm sure I will ;)
hope to have sweet dreams tonight! I've beeeeeen having sweeeeeeet dreams lately! I even dreamt of Selina recovering from her injuries!

Alright, off to bed now~

xoxo,
ZEN.

2010-12-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

alright, he really never fails to bring a smile on my face! 我聽了好想要撞牆哦! xD
and i haven't start on my holiday homework yet! :/ DEAD. Been playing maple for 5 days? Zav persuaded me to, and that's how i spent my day, with Nick and Zav, playing maple everyday and every night haha! Super stupid. And i just have a new hairstyle on thursday! Shall start my homework next weeeeek, after Ben's birthday celebration on Monday. Going to Malaysia on the last week of December, and i'm so not getting ready for school. Ohoh! But i'm so looking forward to 15 january!~ Hebe's concert~ Super happy~

xoxo,
ZEN.

I just don't deserve all this.

2010-12-03T01:32:00.000-08:00

Oh well.
So i guess, all these while, after Rion left me, i'm just another fool who thinks that i still have a circle of friends around me, you can disappear from my life for all i care.
But i know, i haven't been treating you right, yes all of you, to whoever who bothers to actually read this piece of crap. I took all of you for granted. I practically shuns all of you out of my life and whenever i feel liking having the feeling of all of you being here for me again, i bring all of you in again and this stupid cycle continues. Until today, i'm still taking all of you for granted. Thinking that you all will be there, forever, whenever i need all of you, you'd never ever leave me. What a fool. Now that some of you are starting to ignore me, giving up on me, only did i know how much it would hurts. Yes, i know i don't deserve any of your love and care, you certainly don't need to waste any more of your precious time on me because i'm not worth. I claimed to be there for all of you forever too, but i've broken up promise. And you've broken yours too. That's why promises are meant to be broken. So let's just not waste any of each other's time and get it over with. I'm not a good friend, at all. Claimed to love you, claimed to treat you right, claimed to be the person you could count on at the end of the day, i guessed you've been hurt by me too. Whatever i do, it's always not enough, i would never live up to your expectations and standards all of you have for me. I'm not the least strong at all. I get knocked out at the slightest problem i encountered. I get all depressed and sad over the slightest things that happened, so maybe it's right. I'm not fit to be a friend, i just don't have what it takes. But i've learnt a lesson, and that is no matter how close a person is to you, they'd all leave you one day. It's only a matter of time. Talk about true friends, forever and love, they're all fake. There's no such things as trust and communication among friends. I'm always wrong, thinking i could put things right, thinking that you all would never leave me. Put the facts now on the table and they all prove me wrong. No matter how much you love them, things will always go wrong and eventually they'd fall apart. Those times we've spent together, they're all fake, they're just beautiful lies and illusions whom i always longed to have. I'm sorry i couldn't put my faith and believe in true friends, because the truth is that everyone is for themselves, there's just no " all for one and one for all ". So open your eyes wide and look at how ugly reality is.

I don't know if you all are reading this now,

Xunqin,
I'm sorry for everything. You have every rights to feel fucked up and disappointed. I don't wanna waste any of our time to get things right again. Because i know everytime when things seemed to be okay, problems will tear our friendship apart once again. The cycle will just continue. I don't have the strength to humor or console you already, making you believe and saying all those craps of friendship, because now, i don't even believe in them. Thanks for everything you've gave me. They're all sorts of wonders and i would never forget them. You know i will always love you, it's just that, i don't wanna do anything anymore. I wouldn't blame you if you don't believe. Those 3 years we have together, of course, they won't be easily erased.

Andy,
Yes you're right. You have every rights to throw our friendship and feel sick of me. I know why you're sick of me. It's because i've been treating you like shit. So well, it's the end i guess. I'm sorry for the treatment and everything i've done or not done. You're the most cherished friend i used to have. But now, it's all over. Thanks for all those times we had together, whether if it's bitter, sweet or sour. Thanks for always trying to make me laugh whenever i feel down. i would remember them all. I would never forget how my three years in GYSS were made so lovely because of Andy Teow and most importantly, i would never forget how many "first" you are to me.

Tiantian,
I know you would read this. Well, i have alot alot alot of things i want to say to you. i guess this whole post is not even enough, so i'd write a letter. But for the time being, sorry for being a bitch and causing such misery in your life everyday. You know, your appearance in my life, is like the greatest thing that could ever happened to me. You have no idea how much i used to cherish and love you. That's why whatever things that happened, i would just swallow it down and tell myself to tolerate it. I couldn't bear to see you drop a tear. But maybe it's because of my stubborness of not willing to tell you how i feel all these while, i blew up eventually and it actually lead to all this crap. You're wrong. I'm NOT the bestest friend anyone could ever have. I took everyone around me for granted. I'm not like you, you treated and love everyone around you geuninely, although you may not know how to express it, but i understand. It's just that, well, i couldn't take it anymore. I know all these while, you still love me and you've been showing alot of concerns. But you know what? I don't deserve all this. I am never me from the start. I'm not strong at all, I won't find solutions to my problems. That is why i don't deserve anything. Sorry for the hurt i've done. And thanks for all those love you've showered on me. I know whatever you did in the past, you're trying to make amends now. But you don't have to. And thanks for remembering that i don't drink gasy drink. Your action in Just Acia last week, it touched me and i was really surprised. I still love you, but i'm afraid we could never be like last time again. I'm sorry.

Hillary,
well baby, i know you'd read this too. I was just thinking, why couldn't we get to know each other earlier?! You're like the best thing that could happen to me in 2010. You too, geuninely cares for all of your friends. All those things you've done for me, arranging a meet up for me and rion, bringing me to your house and tried to talk things into me, sending me long and sweet messages each time, baking me cakes and muffins, bringing me breakfasts, writing me sweet notes, I remembered that all. And i'm really touched by all your actions, seriously. You're the sweetest girl i ever met. But you're just unfortunate to know me. I took you for granted too. I'm sorry for all the disappointment in the past when i didn't reply you on the day that i promised you to. I too, don't deserve such sweet actions. You once told me that you're sorry you couldn't be there for me anymore. Well now i'm telling you, i'm sorry, i couldn't be there for you anymore. Sorry, that you have one less person to share things with, to do things for. It's best to leave it like this. Thanks for everything dear girl. I love you. Hk dramas and pink ftw :)

Wil,
HEY WILO! I don't think you're going to see this but nevertheless, i wanna thank you for everything in this 3 years. I could never get angry at you! You're always so cheerful and spreading your laughters to everyone around you, and i'm one of them. You never fail to send me a morning message everyday when i didn't even reply you. And yes, you're always there, so fast and efficient! And please luh! You really make me wanna laugh, everytime when you're sad, the whole world knows! Because of your "..." ! So please, change that habit okay! HAHA! And, whenever you face problems, try to solve it. Don't sit there and hope things will turn out perfectly. Boy, you and Hillary still have a long way to go! So thanks for everything we've shared together, those memories, i would keep them. You're the best "CHEERING UP" buddy i could ever get. And i'm sorry i'm not gonna be there in your tomorrow anymore.

Renae,
I think you'd read this! Well girl, you're one of the best things that could happened to me. Thanks for everything, especially your blurness! They brought me alot of laughters! Thanks for trying to solve my problems and the times we shared each other stories. I really appreciated it alot. But i guess your life seems to be empty too. Relationships and family, nothing seems to be going smooth for you. The only thing you have, they're your friends. And your friends love and cherish you alot too, so you mustn't let them and yourself down. Remember to stay strong, whatever it is that's going to happen in future, try to take things in stride and all your friends will stand by you, they'd all be fighting with you, you're never alone. I'm sorry you have one less person to love and care for you in future. But please know that, i love you and i always will.

Clint,
HELLO ASSHOLE. I don't think you're gonna read this but i still wanna tell you "thankyou" for those months we've together. I only know you this April i guess? But you're certainly a great guy for what i've felt. It's just, you're always falling for the wrong girl. So please improve in this! HAHA. Anyway, sorry for those craps i've sent you earlier. Too emotional i guess. And thanks for everything! Basically, you know everything about me, i don't know why too! And thanks for always trying to help me, offering me your shoulder, everything you've done. You're a good friend :) But i guess i just don't have the fortune to continue this friendship of ours. And you no need to waste your time to prove all those things to me, because i'm really not gonna believe in all these anymore. They're just wasting my time and feelings. You know i love you too! So stay happy alright!

Tom,
HEY MY DWARF! You know, ever since the day we talked on the phone, only did i realise how important i am to you. Not that you're not important to me, but it's because we've drifted apart this year, and i don't know if we're still as close as before. But now, i know the answer. Tom Lim, you know you're such a dear? Whenever i'm with you or those times when i shared with you things, the stress i had, they're all gone. You're always so ever ready to help me and always hope that i'd be happy. Now i'm telling you, I'm really really really happy to have known you. You told me that sometimes you would think of going back to the past to study harder and get into a better school, but because of us, you wouldn't want it to happen anymore because if you get into another school, you would never have known us. To tell you the truth, that time when you told me that, i was really touched, but if time were to turn back, i would wanna choose a different school. But now, after all these while, i can PROUDLY tell you that i won't. I love you, for everything you've done to me, and most importantly, you're always so original. Thanks, i'm sorry i couldn't continue to be your best friend, you would definitely find a better person in future :)

Xinting,
we haven't been really talking this year. Kinda sad that we actually drifted quite apart. I always wanted to find ways to put our friendship back on the right track again, but now, it's okay like this. What i wanna say is, thanks for these years. You're the first girl whom i've known in GYSS. We used to hang out alot, used to have alot of things to tell each other, knowing for who are you, you're also a very weak girl who does not know how to handle her emotions well. I know i'm not gonna be the one that you will be finding first whenever you have problems, but i'm sorry i couldn't be one of the person you can find whenever you have problems. I hope little angels will bless over you. Remember to always find people to talk to, don't keep things your heart okay?

Shiyen,
silly girl. You're also like Renae, whenever it comes to relationship, you're always so weak. I only hope you'd forget him, so that you don't have to suffer all this misery. Well, sorry i couldn't be one of those people who'd support you till the end, you're my precious baby still, i wouldn't want to make promises only to break them later. Whatever happens in future, please be strong enough to overcome them. I hope those people around you will give you strength to carry on to be truly happy. You're my dearest little girl who always bring happiness to people around you. Continue to do so to those around you, let them share happiness with you, not sadness okay.

Wua Ting,
i know i've not been close to you these few months. It's definitely a regret for the both of us. I'm sorry for those past few months and the future months that will come by. You have great people around you now, i'm sure they would cherish you like i used to. Thanks for those memories. Remember to confide in them like how you confide in me the last time. You'd feeeeeel so much better.

Kerene,
well those things you told me in msn earlier on, i'm touched. i'm really touched. No one has ever said this to me, not even Rion. If i met you before i met her, i'm sure we could turn out pretty fine. But it's too late. I'm glad that we got so close before i decided to stay away from everyone, those memories we shared together, protecting each other, looking out for each other, the times in amazing grace, i love them all, and i truly appreciate everything. You were the person whom i felt were truly there for me when i needed someone after things happened. Maybe it's because we're sharing the same fate, that's why. I felt i have the need to be there for you. but i guess i couldn't carry on further. Thanks for those lovely times we've spent together. I seriously don't deserve any of those, i don't know when i'd hurt you like what i did to others. I'm sorry.

Amazing Grace people,
SEWA AND JERICO
Thanks for those amazing grace time we've spent together in class and outside!! I love them all! And well, i don't know if i could still turn up for the next amazing grace, but thanks for everything! I love you people :)

Rion,
i know you've been waiting for this. I'm sorry for everything. I guess you've heard about the book, Zav told you right? Sorry to disappoint you, i was very close to completing, but i threw it away. Because i've decided that there's no point in carrying on this cycle. Problems will just keep coming up, and it will be never ending. I guess if we just end it here, it'd be less painful for all of us, we don't even need to worry things like this will happen in the future, because there won't even be a future for the both us. I'm sorry you couldn't see all those things i've wrote in the book i wanna give you. It'll be a regret i never want to make amends to. Sorry and thanks for those beautiful memories you've given me.

To many many many i wanna thank to, thanks for all your love and concern, but i don't deserve it at all. At the end of the day, i'd just hurt the person around me like how i hurt Rion, Tiantian, Andy and Xunqin. I think it's best that i'm alone.

This will be the last time, i promise.

2010-11-10T08:59:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna leave Singapore in a few hours time, super excited xD

Came back home from AMK hub after eating steamboat with Xun Qin, Clint, Joe and Leechee, then went to mac ritche reservoir and took an hour walk there? Kinda fun~

AND, i'm feeling happier these days! Thankyou HILLARY, ELEANOR, KERENE, RENAE, SHIYEN, XUNQIN, WIL, CLINT, TOM, XINTING, and everyone around me for loving me so much and seeing me through all these problems, i know i'm not perfect but i'm fortunate to have all of you by my side and reaching out all your hands to me, thank you, sincerely a big thank you to all of you dearies, i love you :)

I'm gonna take my own sweet time to complete the book, i don't really care already~

I'm gonna enjoy myself to the very max tomorrow~
BYEBYE SINGAPORE :D

xoxo,
ZEN.

No more.

2010-10-29T08:16:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of crying and getting my eyes swollen.
I'm tired of crying to sleep and getting myself so emotionally tired.
I'm tired of locking up myself in my room and refuse to do anything.
I'm tired of getting wild thoughts about you which will fill my eyes with tears.
I'm tired of thinking that you no longer needs me in your future which kills me deeply inside.
I'm tired of listening to every single songs which will remind me about you, and then i'd start to break down.
I'm tired of drowning myself in deep misery which you wouldn't even bother to notice or care.
I'm tired of caring after all this much has happened, and the thought that you're already gone, forever.
I'm tired of listening to things and updates about you which i don't even want to know a fucking single shit of it.
I'm tired of neglecting my friends around me and shunning myself from them to escape fucking reality.
I'm tired of being so miserable alone which you're still able to go out and have fun with your friends.
I'm tired of the looks i'd get whenever i just break down in public buses whenever i think of you.
I'm tired of being deprived of my happiness when it's the holidays and i'd still be having my chinese O level soon.

I'm tired of everything.
Everyday, every afternoon, every night, every hour, every minute, every seconds, every moment, and it's all about you, all because of you.

They told me you're not worth it, they told me not to think of you anymore, they told me not to care about you, they told me it's not fair how much hurt i'm feeling now while you still can have your fair share of fun, they told me it's time to let it go.

I told them it can't be possible the feelings we shared during this 4 years, they're all not true, i told them maybe, just maybe, it might still be possible, i told them no matter how much pain i'm feeling now, it'll be worthwhile, i told them i wouldn't want to let go.

But now, it's really time for me to let go. There's just no point to it. I'll try my very best to be happy, not to think of you, not to cry because of you ANYMORE. Because now i realised, what they've telling me, that's reality, that's fucking reality which will hit me hard and finally give me a tight slap on my face, waking me up and telling me i have to face it no matter how much i don't wish to.

I'm going to have my fair share of fun now, i'm going to celebrate after my O level chinese, i'm going to get blasted, i'm going to forget you and forget all of my pain, i'm going to find someone to replace you no matter how many years i'd take, i'm going to be Zenavia Quek again. I'm not gonna be the weak and sensitive girl whom you used to know, i'm not gonna cry for you and cry for the loss of this friendship.

I'm willing to give up now. Your actions these while, they proved me wrong, whenever i tried to think positively, you'd just send me down flat to the ground, and whenever i tried to pick up myself and stand up again, the same thing happens. This time, I'm not gonna fucking pick myself up and let myself to get hurt by you again. I gotta learn to protect myself. So if one day, you'd ever regret, please know that, i tried. I tried to salvage it, but you destroyed it with your own actions. Don't ever blame me, because i know how much i love you still, how much i'm unwilling to let you go, but you wouldn't budge. That's if, you'd ever regret.

It has always been a cycle, all along.

2010-10-20T08:12:00.000-07:00

So what i can say further? I don't know what to do, i don't know what to say now. Everyone has been saying our friendship is so strong, what could really break us up? Jonathan has been telling me, he wants to help us, he said we both are inseparable, i know alot of people around us wanted to help, but i just shoved them away. Hillary's right, i'm just running away from reality. I never knew how much reality hurts. I never knew that i've been living in an illusion all along. What this about love and strong friendship bonds, nothing could separate us? It's all bullshit. Our friendship is that VULNERABLE. If it could waver because of such stuffs, what's the point in continuing? I told you to give me some time, you're right, it's not for me to sort things out, it's just for me to run away from the problem. I really hate facing such problems, i really wish i could just disappear one fine day, and the next day, everything's fine again.

Your sudden appearance today just left me speechless, i'm stumped. I didn't know what to say. The whole time i was just crying with you. I hate myself for being so weak, every problems surfaced, i've always been running from them, i thought if i don't touch them, those problems will just go away itself. But no, it don't. Infact, it got worst. I don't know what to do now. I am a 1000000% reluctant to face up to them, afraid maybe. But i don't even know what i'm afraid of. Silly huh? Many thoughts ran through my mind, everything you said today, i've remembered all. I tried to tell myself, be brave and clarify everything with you once and for all today, but i just couldn't bring those words out. I'm still hating myself how much things turned out to be like that because of me.

I know you meant well, you wanted to untie the knot between that person and me, but sometimes things are just not meant to be, you should really just let it go. Why couldn't you just let me off? Do you think i feel happy too? All these while, things happened, i'm just suppressing my feelings. I haven't been telling you, not because i'm over it. It's just that i'm running away from it. I wanted to let that person how i feel too, but i've been dragging it, and up till now, i don't know if i still wanna continue letting that person know how i feel. I'm tired of handling such stuffs, but why must you kept forcing me to face them? And then, things like this happened. It backfired. I'm angry, angry for the fact that you tried to help instead of being by my side, and it got worst. There are reasons why i didn't want to face up to her, and these reasons are kept within my heart, it's not something that can be solved easily. If you're still persistent about it, there's really nothing i could do.

It's not a matter of forgiving or whether whose side are you on. I'm not looking for all those, i only need someone who will be there beside me, whatever things or decisions i do or make, that person'd be there, to listen, to encourage me, to tell me :" everything's gonna be alright, you'd be fine." But i guess i'm not worth for you to do so, i'm not your priority. My decisions might not be right, but at least, i'm comfortable with it, it's the choice i made, and i'm happy with it, so please, i beg you sincerely, just let me off, don't ask me to take back those choices, i had enough. This is the life i want to live. Not like the old me, who's always living in fear of saying wrong things and making people unhappy. But instead of supporting me, you're trying to bring the old ways back again. You don't know anything.. Nothing, at all.

Maybe you just don't know me, right from the start.

2010-10-19T03:05:00.000-07:00

I've got so much things i want to tell you, face to face. But i don't know how to put it.
That moment when you told me you were so touched because i woke up early to prepare breakfast for you, i was really really really really really really really very happy. I always thought we both are meant to be, nothing could split us up no matter what. But you know what? I'm starting to feel tired. I want to let go off everything. Everything has not been smooth for me this year, but you were beside me, i'm glad. Because i wouldn't know what to do if you were not around. On the contrary, it really seemed that you don't need me, at all. You've found new friends, great in fact, i ought to be happy for you. I tried so hard not to think so much, if you're happy, i will, too.

You have new people in your life now, i guess i'm just one of those passerbys in your life. After J, it's me, then it's them. So now it's their turn to make you happy, but who knows, they might be the one for you. You once told me, how are you gonna be happy without me? Yeah, i thought so too. But you also told me you were very happy that night when you're with them, without me. I guess it's really time for me to let go. I don't wanna be in between these struggles, one after another. I'm tired of such stuffs. Sometimes, i'd rather go to sleep forever. I don't wanna wake up and face the harsh reality. But this time, i know what i ought to do now.

That night, when i was on the phone with ez, you texted me implying that i'm having fun with another person instead of you, and that you're strong enough to let me go. Yeah, now i'm telling you, i'm strong enough to let you go, too. I don't know what future stores for us, but i have you know that, even if my future doesn't includes you, i would live my life as fruitful and blissful it could be. You too! Everyone grows up and finds new people in their life, maybe i was just naive and foolish enough to believe you're the one.

I'd be strong too! I still have my guardian angels around me (:
You too yeah! So many guardian angelss too!

this time, i hope i can be determined enough to cut off everything it has got to do with you.

xoxo,
ZEN.

It's gonna be over, soon.

2010-09-05T10:52:00.001-07:00

I haven't been posting quite awhile, beeeeen super lazy and busy these few months. Lots of things happened. And i'm gonna start by last wednesday, which i had our teacher's day celebration. After school, went back to Rosyth with Nick. And the most unexpected one, was that i saw NIGEL TAY! Anyway, we went to a nearby coffeeshop to do a little catching up with Nick and his ex classmates. All of them were super funny, and i definitely had a very great time there, seriously, i'd really want some of us to come out and talk one day, since all of us all living in serangoon. That kind of feeling was simply undescrible. Just like the day i went back to YCK Sakura after sports day, except for the fact that everyone that i used to know had quit.

Started to work on Friday, Saturday and Sunday with Tiantian. These 3 days were super tiring.. But super fun! It's been ages since i got home with my both legs aching like mad, i missed this feeling. It just brings back the time i used to be in YCK. But Punggol is my second home too! With Belinda, Kar Yiew and Paulynn around! I'm super super super happy Rion attended work with me today! Thankyou girl, you appeared at the right timing!
Ohoh! And i finally got my Hebe's solo album on saturday! SUPER HAPPY!!!

Anyway, may 圣母玛利阿 bless Kar Yiew to recover soon! Everyone misses him! Come back to work soon!

It's hard to hold on to something that you know will never be yours

But you have to learn to let go no matter how unwillingly you may be

And face the fact that while good things never last,

Some dont even start..

Hanging on to someone you really like alot even if you know it'll be better letting go,

it is like standing under the cold, windy rain.

It felt so good but you know you'll fall sick.

xoxo,
ZEN.

It's gonna be over, soon.

2010-09-05T10:22:00.001-07:00

You're still there, as real as it can be.

2010-06-04T06:57:00.000-07:00

It's the holidays already. I spent my thursday / Vesak Day throwing flyers with mummy at night, Swissotel at Raffles City with Zavier, Nick, Shawn and Yong Zhang on Friday and the weekends by slacking at home.

FRIDAY
Dad, Zav and me reached Swissotel around 3pm, waited until 4pm before the room was ready. Daddy stayed at the hotel to watch his show, while Zav and me walked around Raffles City. Walked all the way from Raffles City to Marina Square then to Suntec City and lastly, Toa Payoh central to find a damn maybank atm-.- Went back to Raffles City and bought Zav a shirt using my own pay. Sense of achievement :D Then had dinner with mummy and daddy. The dinner was great! Ambience there was nice and i totally enjoyed the whole process of dinner because i'm with my family (: -sense of warmth- Anyway, after dinner, daddy and mummy went home. Shawn, Nick and Yongzhang came. Went to suntec City, got lost-.- Finally found the way out because of me :D Went back hotel, bathed. Went out again, wanted to catch a late night movie but it was 4am and the cinema in Marina Square was close, so bought cup noodles to the hotel. Nick and i slept after eating while the rest were playing cards. DARN NOISY, but i eventually fell asleep, too sleepy :/ Nick woke me up around 7am-.- using all kinds of funny ways which didn't work, continued sleeping till 10am. Then prepared for breakfast at Toast Box. Went home afterwards. I immediately fell asleep on my bed. Woke up till 5pm :D

Saturday
Wanted to go jogging but am lazzzzyyy to move my legs :/ Ended up using the computer the whole day(:

Sunday
Went jogging with Zav at night. Bloodyhell, we jogged from Serangoon to Serangoon Garden, and in the midst, we got lost :/ Shouldn't have trust Zav, he has no sense of directions at all! But he managed to get us out after 30minutes-.- Ate 2 bowls of icekachang with Zav at ChompChomp, then we took bus home(:

Monday
Had band the whole afternoon. Rion came to look for me at night and we chatted. Gosh girl, thanks for being there when i needed you. I love youuuuuuu! I literally forgotten all my troubles when i'm with you (: You're just so dear to me. And uh! Remember uh, don't always forget to call home whenever you're outside! I wanna go out with you soonnnn ): I wanna go shopping, watch movies, have dinner, take walks around the park, go stargazing under the blanket of stars in the sky, jogging and running, heart-to-heart talks, many many things that a couple should do, all just with you girl! You're that special woman to me(: Make me laugh like you did always, because i know, only when i'm with you, can i truly be happy from the bottom of my heart <3 You just meant that much to me!

Oh yeah, am talking to TWT on msn now and he's being super funny!

Sheen says:
sian
i want invite him to this conver
so
i
can
force him to say
how much
he wants
to keel
[b][c=#E6A8F2]ZENN; [/c][/b] [i][c=15]♥ R & Z ♥ [/c][/i] says:
KILL WHO!
Sheen says:
no one
speakin on keelin
today i almost brought my special knife out
):
stalker ass
[b][c=#E6A8F2]ZENN; [/c][/b] [i][c=15]♥ R & Z ♥ [/c][/i] says:
LOL!
he still stalks you?
Sheen says:
nah
in case
cus
i can still feel his prescence
too bad my grandma stopped me
):
[b][c=#E6A8F2]ZENN; [/c][/b] [i][c=15]♥ R & Z ♥ [/c][/i] says:
...
speechless..
Sheen says:
yeah
so am i
why she stopped me sia
ridiculous right?
tsk
haha
but yeah i wouldnt use it (:
dont worry im not a cold blood-ed keeler
[b][c=#E6A8F2]ZENN; [/c][/b] [i][c=15]♥ R & Z ♥ [/c][/i] says:
HAHA! that's really wierd
you just talked about slitting throat a moment ago.
Sheen says:
haha
but yeah
i really wanted to bring
cus of the freak out previously
[b][c=#E6A8F2]ZENN; [/c][/b] [i][c=15]♥ R & Z ♥ [/c][/i] says:
what freak out?
Sheen says:
when that guy stalked me
i'll srsly
slit his throat
20k times
then
i'll drink it
then
i'll bathe wit it
then
wash my car with it
[b][c=#E6A8F2]ZENN; [/c][/b] [i][c=15]♥ R & Z ♥ [/c][/i] says:
LMAO!
HAHAHA
Sheen says:
theb
then
i paint my house wit it
[b][c=#E6A8F2]ZENN; [/c][/b] [i][c=15]♥ R & Z ♥ [/c][/i] says:
I REALLY LAUGHED MY ASS OUT SIA!
Sheen says:
muahahahahaha
wow
if he had that much blood
i'll donate it
___________________
super funny right haha! anyway,

Going out with Rion tmr, super excited (:

xoxo,
ZEN.

Until then, i'm going to pray for you.

2010-05-20T06:07:00.000-07:00

Finally, the week is coming to an end soon. Many things happened these few weeks, and i'm having loads of fun. Fine example, Jon's birthday. The present given by Rion was hilarious! Nevertheless, i hope he did enjoyed himself on that day(:

Exams are over, after two long weeks, kinda enjoyed the process. Results were given back to us, all i could say was, i'm satisfied with it, compared to people who did worst. Thank god.

I'm starting work next week.

AND WIL CHENG,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHICKEN!

xoxo,
ZEN.

Just another page of me.

2010-05-02T22:06:00.001-07:00

I've been feeling rather emotional lately. What are emotions, really? If humans do not have feelings, wouldn't this world be a better place for everyone? No love, no hatred, no jealousy, no anguish, no melancholy, no confusion, no anything. Just nothing. I sincerely do feel it's a better idea than what most of us are feeling now, loved, envious, hatred, sadness etc etc. Emotions are killers. Often so, people are so caught up in the ebb and flow of life that they lose their perspective. What's the meaning of life then? To be with your loved ones? To reach the peak of your career? To live your life to the fullest? To be sad and make everyone around you worried? To being looked down all time? To be frail and sickly? To be happy and healthy?

Many memories have flashed across my mind these days. People might have think, "Why you always think so much?" I do not have the choice. My brain is not doing me any good by not stopping me to think that much. I saw and heard lives being taken away by God this particular week, be it an attempted suicide or an accident that happened. It made me realise that life is really fragile. I can be here talking to you now, but the next moment, i'm in good hands of God. Ironic, isn't it? Just like you can start a heated quarrel with someone, but the both of you are alright the next second. Why can't people cherish what they have now? It seems that "cherish" do not even exist in their dictionary. They might have lost something in their life, but often, what they gain and reap is definitely much more than what they've lost. Human nature, selfish. Why can't they see how many people are weeping and are feeling the heartaches of the loss of someone dear to them? Death may seem to be a release of pain. I do agree, but do they really feel released and at peace after death?

FUCKING selfish people do not have the balls and guts to admit what they've done. To these people, i hope you'll really feel at ease whenever you go to bed at night because you do not have any conscience. I do not know where your conscience has gone to. Maybe it's hiding somewhere, refusing to come out and stand up for what you've done, because of the feeling of fear. Nothing seems to daunt these people, since they can even shirk the responsibility of taking people's lives without feeling even a tinge of remorsefulness. Justice will definitely catch up with you one day, just you wait.

I've just gone through a series of struggles that the majority might not be able to experience in life. Do not ask me what are these, because it's only these struggles and experiences that made me stronger each passing day. I've learnt my lesson, period. I've comprehend what God has in place for me, a series of trials and tribulations, just one after another. I'm drained. Totally worn out. I too, have feelings and emotions, i have gone through times when i really felt like giving up, just end this once and for all. But,God, i'm proud to tell you, i'm able to withstand all these challenges you have for me. You made me stronger with each passing obstacles i face in life and you will continue to make a better person out of me.

I've know you sent many little guardian angels to me. They are always with me, cheering me, making me laugh like a crazy mad woman, suan-ing me with my lazy habits and signs of pig-ness, loving and accepting me for who i am, listening and catering to my whims and wishes, cooing me like i'm a princess, encouraging me whenever my blurness acts up, forgiving me when i did something wrong, and the list goes on :D RION KUDO, ELEANOR ONG, WANG TIANTIAN, TAN XIN TING, TAN WUATING, WIL CHENG, TOM LIM BAO MING. These people definitely make up part of Zenavia Quek's life. They are who i am today. Without these people, i would have given up long time ago, and i certainly wouldn't have the courage to face all your challenges. Because i know, if these people would to find out how i feel deep down with all these obstacles, they would feel sad. I wouldn't want them to feel sad. I want them to feel happy being with me. So, for the sake of them, I'll carry on to face all your challenges confidently and happily! God, bring it on! I don't fear you! My guardian angels will be there with me to face ALL your obstacles you've prepared for me. And, i'll be there with them to face ALL your obstacles you've prepared for them too. You can't daunt us! And to all those people i've mentioned, i sincerely would like to thank every single one of you for showing up to complete my life. I do not what's good about me that makes me deserves to have you around, and i do not know why will you be willing to stand beside me in times of trouble, loving me, showering your concerns to me, etc, but i know that since you have decided to enter into Zenavia Quek's life, you will stay in my heart FOREVER. I love you, i really, really, really do. (:

I can't break down at this moment of time. I'm gonna be strong. Zenavia Quek is a strong girl. She will not lament and complain as to why these things are happening to her. Instead, she will thank God for it. Because it's something that will make her stronger each time. EMOTIONS, OBSTACLES, PROBLEMS, STRUGGLES, DEATHS, MEMORIES, SELFISH PEOPLE, JERKS, BASTARDS, SLUTS, BITCHES AND LASTLY, LIFE, you think you can hurt me? I'm sooo not gonna let you have your way. Zenavia Quek is gonna find ways and means to bring every single one of you DOWN!

I'm a happy and blissed duck :D

2010-01-29T08:32:00.000-08:00

Loooonnnnnggggg time since i've blogged! Haha(:

Darn busy :/

Anyway, just came back from work today.

I miss brown rice ):

He'll never see this, he'll never know.

I'm bored, darn random :/

Something happy.

2010-01-04T06:50:00.000-08:00

(taken by Alvin (: )

Okay, enough of the sad stuffs now.

31st Dec
GOSH, briefing was a disaster-.- Then was asked to wipe cutlery at the back while Hafriz was doing payroll. Helped runners stock up etc, etc, while waiting for cutlery to be sent in. Eunice and me became part time stewards! haha! (: Was glad that i didn't need to do floor on that day! Floor was boring ): Took outlet picture at the end. Wanted to go countdown with xinting and friends but i didn't have the time ):

First day of school today was quite fun i guess. At least i learnt some malay words haha! Pegi mampos~ Hehe! Macham paham! Thankyou Elyeannie (: And sorry to those i irritated, was trying to be high xD Rion influenced me to ! xD

After school, homed, Rion came and we went to AMK hub for Sherlock Holmes (: Quite a nice show! Except that, it's abit hard to understand! Haha! Homed for dinner afterwards, currently talking to alvin and tiantian on msn now (:

I still miss rice now ):

xoxo,
ZEN.

Dead beat.

2010-01-04T06:34:00.000-08:00

Mum and dad had a fight again yesterday ):

I'm so tired of this kind of life. These kind of things had to happen at the start of 2010.. Just so sick and tired of it already. Can't they just sign the freaking paper and get everything done once and for all?! I hate hearing quarrels, screamings and shoutings each time i came back home from work, seriously. I would rather go to work then to be at home.

Then again, encountered some minor problems at work, since the whole outlet knew what had happened.. If i could only cry away all my troubles and unhappiness ):

My eyes seemed swollen today .__.

I miss rice ):

xoxo,
ZEN.

No more.

2010-01-02T11:24:00.000-08:00

Just exactly what happen to you? You've been very unfamiliar to me these few days.. I wanted so much to go up to you and ask you just what's wrong, but i don't know if you'll get irritated or depressed by it.. I just feel that you're becoming someone whom i do not know already.. I couldn't understand you much as i wanted to.. I do not know what's on your mind or what are you thinking.. We're drifting further and further apart, it's scary.. Really scary.. You are always so important to me and i'm always proud to know you the best, to be there for you, the only one in your life. I do not want to let go of this relationship, because i know if i do, i'll regret it till the day that i die. Maybe, you could just tell me what are you thinking.. Let me share your burdens like i always used to do, if you still trust me and love me..

I know alot of unhappy things happened to the both us respectively lately, and it hit us real bad. I tried so much not to think of it already, but it's not working.. Every day, every minute, every seconds, those words you told me would just repeat unconsciously. And each time i think about it, it'll be like you've just fallen from the highest level. It's painful, really. I've been feeeeeling moody lately. Everyone knows the reason to it, including you. Maybe that's why you thought you should leave me alone to sort things out. I tried.. I tried to smile, i tried to be happy, but it ain't working. It just hurt so much to think about it every time, but do i get a choice right from the start?

I'm sorry if it's because of this matter that made our friendship sour. It's over, and what's past has past. All those silly happiness because of an act of someone and stupid hopes due to someone's ignorance had all disappeared into thin air. What's left now is just pure sadness and disappointment.. But i'll get over. All i need is time.

It takes years to build a friendship/relationship, but all it needs is one misunderstanding to destroy it. I know, because i've seen people like this before. Hope is all what keeps the flame burning, but do you still harbour for a hope when you know it's not going to happen no matter what you do? In other words, it's a false hope. I hate false hope. I certainly do.

I guess i need to talk to you asap.

xoxo,
ZEN.

Unpredicted.

2009-12-30T06:10:00.000-08:00

okay shall start off from today :D

Woke up at 11.10am, prepared everything and rushed off to amk station to meet Rion, Eunice and Alvin for typhoid injection. Was late and am the last one to reach there :/ Sorry! Took MRT to raffles place and Alvin was the first one followed by Rion then Eunice and me(: Alvin was damn steady luh! Then rion, we tried to distract her by calling ____'s name haha! Eunice's was mm! Haha! :D Then the 3 of them started to talk among themselves when it's my turn, made me so nervous can! My whole face totally turn white-.- Then MRT-ed to J8 for lunch at Ajisen. After eating, we're like camping there, talking, laughing non-stop and damn loud sia-.- SORRY! The 3 of them damn bad-.- Kept talking about rice andddd nonsense! Don't like! Was so agitated until i shook my handphone till the battery flew off ): And i couldn't find it ): Hias ): Then Rion and Alvin went for work. Eunice and me walked around J8 and went home around 5pm++. Tried to sleep but couldn't. Then Janice came. So talked to her while packing my books.

Currently talking to Eunice Yek on MSN now! Naughty Girl!

xoxo,
ZEN.

Touch Of Passion.

2009-12-18T23:22:00.000-08:00

Didn't have time to do this for the past few weeks, so i'm going to this now, since i'm free :D

Every single one of you has already live in my heart (:

-Andy
One of the Si Da Tian Wang in 2e1. Another joker that always brings out the noise and laughter in class.
-Jianlong
Always eager to answer every of Mrs Goh's questions.
-Eleanor
My best listening partner, always there for me whenever i need her. thankyou loveees <3

-Oo Lwin Haha! Bitches with Jiawei. Cute luh she!

-Yong Xin
My lenglui! She sincerely cares for all of her friends, that's for sure (:

-Jun Hong
Hmm... A smart guy who acts nonchalant to his surroundings, but he actually cares alot for his friends (:

-Joanna
Chairman for half a year, she's always having the class's interest at heart. Thankyou for what you've done for the class girl!

-Joanne
She's damn quiet luh! Brighten up abit girl!
-Janine
Haha! Joanna's molester partner! Another pervert girl in 2e1 (:

-Jocelyn
She's another of my woman sia! Always there for me when i need her, and i didn't know how much i meant to her until she told me about the blog thingy. I owed her ALOT. Secret partner :D Loveeeees <3 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">-Young Kwang
Another quiet guy in our class, but that's what makes 2e1, 2e1 right?

-Elyeannie
Haha! This mad woman! My ka kak sia! ( if that's how it supposed to spell) Another good class chairman :D My malay teacher (:

-Xun Qin
Si Da Tian Wang. Head of Christ Family (: And sort of the head of si da tian wang? haha!

-Howie
Smart guy sia! Mrs Goh's favourite! One fine guy!

-Suraiya
Another bitches together with oo lwin and jiawei. haha! She went back to Australia alr ): So gonna miss her sia!

-Melissa
A very fierce girl! Haha! But she's actually very good luh!

-Qian Xiu
I know she draws very well!

- Xin Ting
Christfamily. She's always there for me whenever i need her, and only being with her, i can be my real self, to cry and to pour out everything for i know she'll do her best to protect me (: thankyou and loooooooooveeeeeeessss(:

-Wua Ting
HAHA! I got alot of things to say about him! One of the member of Christfamily, and si da tian wang! Always swearing and claims that he's god-.- Oh gosh, i rather go to hell than heaven if he's one :/ Hehe! But nevertheless, he's a good friend, seriously. Thankyou for lending me your ear always (: Looovvveeeessss

-Zui Yi
Another girl who sincerely cares for me even though her mouth may seems poisonous.. :/ Thankyou for being there for me too girl, loveeeees <3 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">-Hui Ming
Always asking people out for movie, haha! Sorry for not going with you all everytime ): I promise the next time, i'll be there (:

-Alexandra
Always calling me a pervert and insult my Selina! HMPH! Nevertheless, she's always there for people (:

-Tom
Christ family member! Always likes to bicker with me for i don't know what reason sia! But nevertheless, one of the few whom i can share secrets to (: Thanks for listening anyway! Loovveeeesssss <3

-Tiantian
Christfamily. Always putting on a strong front by being fierce but she's actually as sweeeet as honey dear! Also my gossip partner (: Thankgirl! For being there whenever i need you <3 Loooovvvveeeesss (:

-Wil
Christfamily. One of the few whom i can share secrets with (: I can always trust him to help me and listen to me (: Thankyou ! Looovveeeees (:

-Kok Hui
Haha! My buss 55 partner! Thankyou for always accompany me to take 55! (:

-Glen
Hmm... He's always acting so mysterious and eccentric.. But he's a nice guy though (: Thankyou for holding the party even though i'm unable to make it :D

-Jia Wei
BITCH! Haha! She's a very postivie and happy go lucky person. Even if the sky is falling, she'll still be seen with her smile (:

and lastly,
ZEN.
Christ family member, and nan/na gua. I can't believe she actually cried during class once for a stupid reason sia-.- Brave lah woman! Another pervert one who goes around hugging and kissing people, careful people, she's dangerous.

Okay, done (:

I'll never forget these 2 years we've spent as a class. FOREVER. Cause you all made me for who i am today. You all add spices and mood to my life, whether if it's bitter, sour, sweet or spicy for every quarrels just deepen the relationships. If it's possible, i want our class to be together for another 2 years down the road! I'm gonna tell my children in future, that i'm very proud to be a part of 1e1 and 2e1 even though if it's the lousiest class in the express level. Going to school it's not just about studying. It's also about the friends and bond we have together. Every single of you changes the view of people have of 2e1. I didn't like 2e1 at first, i didn't expect i'll be here, typing out these kind of nonsense to all of you. But life is always unexpected. I can stand out and tell my friends proudly from other schools that i LOVE 2e1. I never once regretted being in this class. Do 2e1 share the same view as me?

<3

Prediction.

2009-12-18T22:54:00.000-08:00

Currently in KL now, staying at aunt's house (:

9 December
Was supposed to go to Punggol for farewell party for the Filipinos after work at night with Rion, Hafriz and Rais kept tricking us to stay back for christmas decorations-.- Didn't manage to go there at the end, cause we ended late ): So, suppered with Hafriz and Rion instead. Hafriz treated us roti pratas and he shared alot of his things with us. Guessed he wasn't that bad afterall..

Went out with Tiantian, Wua Ting, Xun Qin and Andy to watch movie few days back but we ended up wandering around Orchard. Went to Orchard Central and to the roof garden. View there was magnificent (: The boys were being uber funny (:

Yesterday
Dinner-ed with family around 7plus. Angeline drove the children back first. Then unexpectedly, she had a fight with the security guard who wouldn't let us in country height, without a pass-.- The children at the back were watching a nice movie that had loads of vulgarities :D Then midnight movie with Angeline, Adeline, Nevin and Angeline's boyfriend yesterday (: Watched Avatar and it was quite nice (: Just that alot of people died at the end :/ Typical Titanic director would do to a movie ending :/ Went home at 4amplus :D

Gosh, so bored now :/

Couldn't go out because it's raining heavily now..

Coming back tomorrow (:

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-12-07T20:25:00.000-08:00

hehe~ Going to update since Eunice asked me to (:

For these past few weeks,

Ben's Chalet with Rion and friends.
Paranormal Activity with Rion and Eunice.
BBQ with Emi, Rion and colleagues.
2012 with tiantian, xunqin, jocelyn and changrong.

work, work, work!

Punggol-ed with Rion alot of times there (: I'm seriously gonna miss all the Filipinos that are going back to Philippines on Thursday ): Franco, Rey, Frizt and June, all of you made my day during those times when we're attached to Punggol, thankyou! (:

3 more days to payday! :D

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-11-13T10:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BAOBEI SELINA! OMG-.-
How could i've forgotten about it! 4 November! Stupid me-.-

Congratulations to s.h.e for winning 4 awards (: And thankyou Huang Xin's friend for bringing the book to let them sign (: You must be a remarkable person to be one of the 1500 people, thankyou so much my dear! <3

Okay, where shall i start from?

First day to Punggol Sakura?

7th November
work in the afternoon. Breaktime at about 3pm? Alvin, Rion, Huang Xin and me punched out wrongly-.- Told Rais and he asked us to go the 14th floor, tie a red thread on our hand connecting one another, and jump down after reporting to Hafriz-.- Amazingly, Hafriz didn't say anything :/ Went for lunch, and took MRT to Sengkang with Huang Xin and An Qi afterwards (: They were such funny people speaking wierd japanese and korean languages! Reached there at around 5pm ++ and the minute i heard An Qi telling me there's about 600 people for reservation tonight, i immediately felt like fainting-.- That place is like so... forested? AND there's yet so many people there ! Overall Punggol experience? FUN (: Need to pour soup and collect plates, the kettle was so heavy and hot! :/ The place was so hella big-.- No food at night ): The only good thing was we could leave at 10pm sharp. TIRED and BUSY like there's no tmr, but it was fun still(:

Sunday, 8 November
Worked in the afternoon, Emi taught me how to call people to confirm reservations. There was one woman that i called whom i remembered vividly-.-
woman:"Okay, um may i know where exactly is Yio Chu Kang Sakura?"
me:" Umm... It's at Sakura Stadium(:
woman:" Sakura stadium?!"
And we 2 started laughing like mad-.- then break time and went to AMK to buy food with Alvin, Weisheng, Rion, Dat and Afiq. DAMN FUNNY. We looked like 1 whole big gang wearing red looking for trouble-.- Bought food from Ishi Mura and i bought chicken rice for Emi. Asked receipt from the ladyboss, LOL imagine $2.50 need receipt-.-She was damn weird. " You must tell your boss, our specialty is not chicken rice, is duck rice and wanton mee! Must tell uhh! Don't forget!'' -.- Took bus back and Afiq and Dat were trying to make the bird sound likee Rion made but they ended up sounding like the birds that were just shot by a hunter-.- Night time, during standby, when customers went in, we had to say :" Irashaimasei! Welcome to sakura!" But i ended up saying :" Irashaimasei! Welcome to Singapura! " -.- Alvin ended up laughing at me badly-.- Went home at around 11++pm?

Monday, 2 November
Punggol attachment with Rion, An Qi and Xin Ying. Was under Kelvin Goh. He put me in charge of station E. 2 new attachment malay guys from clementi and orchard. Funny guys! xD They helped me alot! Actually wanted to clear table, and they clean table, but they don't believe i could carry big tray with alot of plates on it sooo they ended up clearing the tables and cleaning them (: thankyou!

Wednesday, 11 November
Watched " My Girlfriend Is An Agent" with Zavier and Rion at AMK hub(: Went to collect pay with Rion afterwards (: AND Hafriz called Rion to give him a kiss before he gives her her cheque-.- Chiong take MRT with Rion to Sengkang, supposed to meet Emi at 5.30pm but ended up we were there at 7.30pm LOL-.- Had dinner with Emi, Eunice, and Punggol Sakura's manger, Wan and his girlfriend and Emi's family members (: It was so funny how Kar Yew, assistant manager was serving us when we were under him last sunday! Wandered around with Rion and Eunice in Compass Point for awhile and Eunice asked us some random questions.
Her question was : Who'll you choose if you have to be a couple with a guy in this outlet."
My answer was the steward and they started laughing like mad-.- Hey! The stewards there were damn cute and caring okay! The dishwashing one always help me to shift the cups thingy when i was putting cups! Although their accent were very heavy and i couldn't understand them at times-.-
And both of their answers were : Alif.
Curly fries hair! Haha! Nicknamed by Hafriz!
Eunice one was expected! haha!

Thursday
Band in the morning (: After band, went home and watched "Beyond The Realm Of Conscience" all the way, then went to sleep at around 3pm++ till 8pm++. Pangseh-ed Rion, Alvin and Weisheng again-.- SORRY!

Friday
Punggol attachment again. Station E for me again (: Quite fun!

Okay, got to sleep now. Got work tmr! EUNICE MENTOR, OWE ME BUBBLETEA!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-11-03T02:54:00.000-08:00

我从来都不说不, 不是因为我愿意, 而是因为我爱你.

我从来都不生气, 不是因为我没有脾气, 是因为我爱你.

我从来都不哭, 不是因为我没有眼泪, 是因为我爱你.

哭過就好了　傷都會好的,

哭過就好了　痛都會走的,

還是謝謝你　讓我長大了.

Just sharing this beautiful song of Liang Wen Yin to all of you (:

2009-11-02T07:28:00.000-08:00

Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM (:

had high tea buffet at Swissotel, Equinox today as a form of celebration for mummy. The restaurant was at the 71st floor, view there was superb! Took some pictures, will upload if i have time (: There was this caucasian woman who kept looking and smling at us when we're taking pictures and she eventually came up and volunteer to help us take a family picture. Thankyou(:

Nothing much to blog about.. I missed 2e1 damn much can! Every single one of you is already etched in my mind, i'll never forget all of you (:

AND S.H.E is coming to Sg on the 6th for Singapore Hit Awards and autograph session at causeway point! WHATTHEHELL! I'm going to fishing miss it! >:/ STUPID ATTACHMENT! Cant find replacement ): I NEED MY BOOK TO BE SIGNED! >:/ -cries-

MOODLESS~ >:/

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-11-01T08:49:00.001-08:00

VERY BUSY THESE FEW WEEKS!

Had learning journey on last Wednesday, quite okay and lunch at 7-11 with Tiantian, Xin Ting, Zui Yi, Wua Ting, Suraiya, Tom and Wil. Waited for the rain to stop before going home.
Got back some of the subjects on last Thursday, I missed A2 for higher MT by 0. Something.. ): Exact same mark as Zui Yi. English was gooooood :D Failed maths by 2 marks plusplus :D Expected. Band afterwards, can’t really remember what I did :/
Got back all the subjects’ result overall on last Thursday and I’m damn surprise I actually passed my maths OVERALL. 54% xD Thought I’d fail.. Failed my D&T overall by 1 mark! ): Missed my A2 for English overall by 2 marks -.-

Watching “Beyond The Realm Of Conscience” the whole day on Monday, but they only came out 3 discs that have 6 episodes in total ): MORE please.

Tuesday
School was as usual, after lessons, j8 for lunch at mac with Tiantian, Charissa, Eleanor, Tom, Elyeannie, Shiyen, Si Yi, Kok Hui and Wil before going to band. Tiantian couldn’t finish her fries and she threw hers to me ): Shared some of the fries with students from other sch xD Wanted to take plastic bag for the leftover fries but Tom THREW away my fries before I could do so-.- Rion called me soon after, she said Emme wanted us to work today. So called Emme and told her I’ll be there after CCA with Rion lorr. Band afterwards. Had sectionals, quite fun xD But was darn sleepy :/ After band, chiong to Grandma’s house for a quick dinner before going to work. Rion was already there when I went in-.- And today seemed to be quite an easy job. Not much customers :D Finished cleaning etc, at around 10pm. Sat down with An Qi and Rion for late dinner (leftovers) and started talking :D An Qi said Emme and Hafriz will last minute called her for work during her exams and talked to her in a very pitiful manner, “Please… Last time already before your exams, I promise ): “ So she had no choice but to go, haha! Rion kana-ed too! Emme called her just now to go work and begged her.
R: “huh.. If Zen got go then I go..”
E:” Okay, I faster go call her now.”
Damn funny xD Rion was half dead after receiving her calls xD Emme joined us for late dinner after awhile, but she’s already so sick of the food there xD Went home around 11.30pm. TIRED. Bathed, and bedded (:

Wednesday
Had archery during school, was chatting with the as usual ppl at the back (: Home-ed after school, slept till 5pm and prepared for work. Saw Melissa and her family in the restaurant xD Hafriz and Rais were being very funny. They were asking us weird questions and Hafriz was hitting on Rion xD Went home around 11pm++, bathed and slept at 12am++.

Thursday
School was as usual, chatting with tiantian, xin ting and elyeannie during class about class outing blah blah, band afterwards (: Quite fun although quite tired.. Went back home around 5pm++ and slept till 9pm, took lunch, teevee-ed and slept at 12am++ .

Friday
Last day of sch with 2E1 ): I’m sad! Report book-ed and cleaning of classroom at the last 2 period. J8 food court for with wuating, tiantian, wil and Tom after school. Tom was playing with my soup-.- He mixed chilli sauce and everything all inside-.- He just likes to waste food ! -.- Why couldn’t he understand that people from other countries are starving while people from Singapore are wasting tons and tons of food everyday?
After lunch, when to the atrium beside Osim to see the S.H.E BIG BIG poster that Shiyen and Siyi told me xD Wanted to take pictures but tiantian and Wua ting were blocking me! >:/ Hao bu rong yi just took a few pictures of them! Homed, bathed and worked and homed again. TIRED. Bedded afterwards.

Saturday
Reached restaurant at 11.25, Alvin was teaching Rion, Joy and me how to calculate our salary and he got a scolding from Hafriz as a result :/ Breaktime for 2 hours, went for lunch. Came back to the restaurant and saw Rion cried :/ OMG, heartpain ): She couldn’t get into the combination she wants and many things happened ): Don’t worry girl, I’m always here for you (: Started work again and my legs hurt like mad, got blisters!

Sunday
Joy and Rion were late for work, got a good thrashing down from Hafriz again-.- “Rion International Buffet” xD Lunched at macdonald with 2 newcomers, Afiq and Dart. :D Saw someone hateful and Rion started to cry again.. OMG 2nd time, WHATTHEFISH. I HATED THAT BLOODY GUY SOOO MUCH. -.- Heartpain can! But she can brace up in no time. Rion didn’t bring her ezlink card and she stood infront of Afiq, the tall tall guy and just walked through the machine. DAMN FUNNY. Nobody notice xD Lunch was even funnier xD We were discussing about customers, and Alvin was telling us that some customers asked for slippers-.- etcetc, funny stuffs. Back to the restaurant at about 5pm++ . Weisheng considered as no show, deduct 3 months of salary.. hias! Rion lost her badge! Meilu jie was kind enough to lend her xD Newcomer at night xD Huang Xin was very very kind to help us out at Alfresco xD Talked to her during late night dinner and she’s going to help me for the autograph session next week since I couldn’t go. Thank god xD
Dhoby Ghaut attachment for work next week with rion xD
Mum’s birthday tmr (: AND it’s OUR turn for buffet tmr xD
Xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-10-20T04:35:00.000-07:00

Been rotting at home these few days ):

I want to watch " Beyond The Realm Of Conscience" 《宫心计》
Seems so exciting..

Tavia is so evil >< Guess i'm going to rent this show in a couple of days :D

2009-10-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

Okay, Xinting showed me this video and after i watched it, my tears can't stop rolling down ):

Wednesday
Went to Rion's house's basketball court. Slack with Rion while going through science with her while the boys were playing basketball. Went home around 7pm++ Had dinner and slept(:

Thursday
YCK stadium with tiantian and Xinting, then to Bugis Street finally J8 to find holiday jobs, but a pity couldn't find one ): Met Charissa, Jocelyn, Yong Xin, Janine, Hui Ting, Tom, Glen, Howie and Huiming. Went home with mummy after that (:

Friday
Got back mtl listening compre, English paper 2 and History paper.
Just when i wanted to "rejoice" over my english's marks, a bomb had to drop from nowhere ): Didn't know how to settle this.. ): Just hope everything will be alright when the time is ripe ...
After school, j8 with the same people and went to amk hub to meet parents and rion for lunch (:

I'm gonna fail my maths! ): Be prepared to pay my each-a-cup ! HAHA.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-10-12T07:17:00.000-07:00

EXAMS are finally finished (:
hoho, darn happy :D

Shit you luh, asshole!
Boody hell.
Bloody shit.
I am very high and happy, CAN? xD

Wednesday
Went to tiantian's house with Wil, Wua Ting and Tom after school. Took lunch at the coffeeshop around her house and bought bubbletea (: Went back to her house to study for History, but i couldnt concentrate much because wil had sugar rush-.- And his sugar rush was bloody scary-.- He kept laughing and laughing non-stop for hours at things that's not even funny-.-

Saturday
Tiantian, Xin Ting, Wil and Wua Ting came to revise maths but instead of studying, wil and wua ting seemed to be more interested in baby than studying-.-

Sunday
Did some test papers during tuition in the morning. Peiyun got crazy and started scribbling on her papers. She drew me, Viavian, Shu Qing and Miss Toh. Damn funny, Miss Toh and her were snatching for the papers. After tuition, did some test papers while watching teevee.

Monday
Maths paper was difficult >:/ sure fail-.- Somebody's phone was ringing very loudly when we're doing our papers, darn funny(: After school, j8 with xinting, tiantian, wil and wua ting for movie. Mac for lunch before watching Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami. There aren't any tsunami in the first part, but it was quite funny (: Overall, the show was very nice! Ending was abit too sad though ): I nearly cried at the part when the parents were parted with their daughter ):
After movie, went back home. Talked to ben, nick and zav for awhile at the void deck before going home. Took a nap and slept till 8pm++ (:

Overall, Home Econs was okay. History was okay. HMT was average. English was good. Science was okay. Maths was difficult.. AND, I need not attend school tmr :D

I'm gonna wake up very late tmr (:

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-10-03T03:18:00.000-07:00

First of all, Rion Kudo,
I love you!

AND you don't need to waste all your tears on him! He doesn't deserve it, cheer up girl (: Be strong ! I'm sure you can overcome these in no time, smile with me (:

Wednesday
After school, back to class to collect our HE paper, then to AV for Mr Chua's remedial. It looked like there's singapore great big sale, everyone's squeezing and pushing to book places-.- After Mr Chua's history, went to j8 with Xin Ting, Tiantian, Wil, Wua Ting and Tom. Chased Xin Ting from school all the way to J8 and Tom was holding my bag like he's leasing me-.- Went to sample mooncakes and to popular to buy some stuffs, then to basement for lunch. Everyone bought curry puffs, and it was darn spicy >:/ Went to take bus after that, when Tom suddenly flared up randomly-.- He took bunny out and threw her on the floor 2 times-.- SCARY! He just blew up with no rythm or reason, scaring the hell out of me-.- Then took 55 home. Took nap until 8plus? Ate dinner and slept(:

Thursday
J8 again with Elyeannie, Sylvia, Wua Ting, Tiantian and Wil.. Elyeannie and Tiantian were nagging at me along the way to j8.. ): I know all about your worries lah, but trust me, i'll consider this carefully. (: Went home, wanted to sleep but aunt brought Nevin and me out to Paragon for Sushi Tei :D Played alot of games on his itouch on the way there, and he kept winning me >:/ Ate alot of things, had alot of laughters and went home around 10pm++? Went to bed afterwards.

Friday
First period was Maths. Waited for Mr Chong very long until he came in the class when the bell rang-.- Hell funny :D Then it was music, sort of a free period? Chinese afterwards and we're calculating our marks. English was okay followed by History, got back our test paper and i'm quite satisfied with my result though i could've done better (: After school, went to have lunch with mummy and daddy then to J8 to buy mooncakes :D Went home, took a short nap, woke up at about 6pm++? Ate dinner at about 7pm++?
Then went down to meet Ben and his friends, Chee Hsien (birdy), Sean, Yong Zhang ( i think ) , Hua Jun and Nick with Zav. Walked all the way to Rion's block, and Nick J-walked along the way-.- Everyone was cursing and swearing at him :D Reached, and Tingting was with her. ANDAND! Birdy and Rion finally met :D DAMN FUNNY! Everyone was pushing Chee Hsien infront to her and he blushed lah! Talked alotalotalot, had introduction session with them and we're playing candles afterwards (:
Took pictures and i lost my USB! >:/ I guessed i need to send the pictures to Benjamin later. Chee Hsien / Birdy was being damn retarded! :D He was uber funny! He used his own test papers to clean the table and Ben was scolding him but he gave that super scary look again! Everyone especially Rion was tickled pink :D Finally, a big big laughter from her :D I guess she'll be fine after today (; You're a strong girl, so you'll be able to get over this (: It's his loss, not yours ! You still have me by your side, remember? Everyone will be there for you (: SO MANY! Haha. Walked home talking to birdy while everyone was infront and he told me something that is just between me and him :D I was laughing like hell afterwards, damn funny. Went home and studied 2 chapters of science (: Bedded afterwards.

Saturday
Woke up at about 12plus? And i'm studying Home Economics the whole afternoon. Finished 4 chapters and i'm continuing tmr (: Having dinner outside with family afterwards (:

RIONRIONRION! I MISS YOU! I'm going to call you later woman! Got loads of things to tell you xD
xoxo,
ZEN.

thank you and sorry.

2009-09-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

Rion Kudo~ I love you:D

I’ve got loads of things to tell you, but I don’t have the courage to do so infront of you. I do not know if you’ll be seeing this, but I shall make it public for everyone to see to show my sincerity (: NICK NEO PEI SIANG, I’m sorry for what I’ve did in the past, I’ve sinned. I’m ashamed of myself but I’m glad that I’ve seen the light now. If God can influence you to make such a drastic change, then so can i. I’ve hurt our friendship in the past, that’s because I do not know how to think. I’m really sorry for being such a realistic person. I’ve realised how ugly am I and how beautiful you are, for being by my side no matter how many times I’ve ignored you. I’m really happy you changed to become such a person. A person who believes in god so much more then anyone else, a person who’ll change to become a better man because of everyone. That goes to show how matured you are, be glad! Because you’re more matured than me! Happy? HAHA, of course lah! So, in order not to make me feel guilty or regretful,you must definitely come forward to tell me if you need any help! And if anything is disturbing you feel free to talk to me! We’re gooooood friends what! If you’re not going to do that, I’ll slap your face left,right, up and down uhh, you this piece of shit! Haha! Learned from Rion:D Our friendship goes a long way back, and I’ll hope there’ll be more to come(:

Had test during MTL period, quit difficult though, followed by Literature, Chang Rong was being damn funny xD Copied test paper corrections for science then did some revision during Maths.
After school, went to bbt shop and 7-11 with Tiantian, XinTing, Kok Hui, Wua Ting and Wil. Chatted and ate there. Bused 55 home afterwards(:

Exams will be starting from next Tuesday.. ): That's like less than a week..! Latern Festival's coming up(: Will be "celebrating" with Rion, Ben, Nick and Zav? Mac revision on sunday or saturday with Rion :D

xoxo,
ZEN.

Rion Kudo, I love you!

2009-09-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm really confused now.. But i shall not think anymore.. I shall not think or see you until EOY, hopefully things will reveal itself at the end.. I'm really glad that god puts you beside me. You always stay by my side no matter how many times i ignored you. For that, i really felt bad.. I hope to do something to make amends to it. And i hope it's not too late. Thank you god for letting us meet. Knowing you is definitely a great blessing in my life. And i hope you'll stay by my side forever, no matter how things turn out to be.

Starting from now, i will make it a habit to say ily to Rion Kudo before i start my day:D

I love you, Rion Kudo~ <3>:/

上天即不让我拥有你, 会把更好的给你~

xoxo,
ZEN.

Do you even care? 心碎..

2009-09-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Rion and Nick went to attend wedding yesterday ): Eleanor went to collect her doll ): Nobody's free to accompany me, so brought baby down for a walk with Zav and Benjamin during the afternoon :D Walked quite far and eventually went to Zav's tuition teacher's house. Bernie was naughty! He was barking loudly and Baby was scared! Took some pictures and videos, will upload it asap :D CUUUUTTTEEE! Stayed there till 5pm before going home. Had western food for dinner, and my baked potato cheese :D Everyone said it's nice! xD Mass conversation in MSN with Rion and Xin Ting.. I learnt a great deal of things! HAHA.

Sunday
Tuition in the morning, Vivian and me was sighing all the way esp algebra question >:/ TEDIOUS! Bathed and prepared everything for AMK mac with Rion to study :D Doing some science questions with her when a guy came forward to ask for her number luh! Funny!
Rion:" Give or not?" (staring at me)
Me:" Up to you, but i think better don't." (shaking head)
Rion to guy:" She said she don't want."
Guy to Rion:" I want your number, not hers."
Me:" Yeah lah-.-"
But she still gave in the end. They followed us all the way to AMK hub, before going LAN shop to meet more of their friends-.- Talked with them while walking and we actually found out that one of them is Nick's buddy and classmate! Such a small world.. Went to Chomp Chomp with Rion and her mother for dinner, and i just came back:D

I don't know if you'll be reading this, but i guess you'll never expect us to meet your classmate who is also a buddy of yours today, he even asked Rion for number. He told us that you've been talking to him alot about Rion, at first, i was certain you like her. I was abit angry though.. I never expect you to talk about her infront of your buddies but not me, am i not your buddy too?
Honestly speaking, i was shocked. Maybe it's not me..? In any case, i hope you'll face up to your true feelings, dont run away from it.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-09-25T06:55:00.000-07:00

Yingchui; sha gua wo men dou yi yang :D

Thursday
I saw Rion Kudo in class today! :D Damn happy! Because Wil and XinTing became my Rion xD I found my Rion-look-alike. Rion~ Rion~ Rion~ Then being bullied by Elyeannie and Tiantian in class after school-.- Stupid dusters >:/ Went totally wild that afternoon-.- Canteen for lunch with the 2 of them plus Siyi and SiHui afterwards, did some stuffs and chatted until we didn't feel like going up to bandroom, so did homework there. Siyi left at 4plus ): Continue talking with them and they actually tricked me! >:/ I know it's not 6 October tmr okay, but you all kept confusing me? :/ Reached home at 6plus, slept till 8.30pm? Had my dinner before revising for history test.

Friday
Elyeannie and Tiantian couldn't stop laughing at me-.- Had 2 free periods of english today, since Mr Ko was not here. Studied alittle bit for History test. After school, we had chinese oral. Second last for oral, followed by Siyi who's the last. XinTing wanted to stand on the table and danced for Mr Teo so that he can get nosebleed and no oral~ High~ Haha! Was shocked when Mr Teo asked me the question for conversation, i was staring at him blankly for a few seconds and i didnt know whatthehell am i talking afterwards. D.I.E~ After oral, went to have lunch at bubbletea shop with Xin Ting and Ivanna:D Homed afterwards, and slept till 7pm :D I am a peeaiiggeee.

Deer's msg was funny! "Jacqueline is a stupid bitch stupid bitch stupid bitch stupid bitch stupid bitch! She sucksssxz!" And yep! I totally agree :D
(Btw, Jacqueline is a slut in D.I.E who died at the middle of the show)

RionRion~ I miss you sooo much..! Couldn't see you tmr, sadded ): I've got alot of things to share with you luh! >:/

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-09-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

ZENN; : u know just know i thinking about sth stupid-.-
REEN REIRA -: ?
ZENN; : i was thinking if i was in a car accident will u come and save me?LOL!
REEN REIRA -: me ?OF COURSE IDIOT
ZENN; : LOL! then u urself may die leh!
REEN REIRA -: i dont mind
ZENN; : really?-touched- No way lorr! i rather i the one who die.
REEN REIRA -: WHY? !
ZENN; : cause i want to let you live.
REEN REIRA -: whhy !
ZENN; : i rather i the one who die first then i from up there can bless u mah!
REEN REIRA -: LOL the sound very funny bless me with ?!
I DONT WANT YOU TO DIE I WILL SAVE YOU REEN REIRA and I WILL SAVE ME so we both wont de die
ZENN; : LOL bless u with my luck mah! so if u got any thing happen i can help u to prevent it!

Rion's answer in her blog:
Dear girl , DIE ALSO I WILL SAVE YOU LO ! :DHow can i bear to watch you die infront of me just like that ?I will surely come and save you . Even if we both were to die , i dont even mind lo !At least my death was meaningful ! :DEven if i die , and you survived ,its also meaningful lo !I saved my BESTFRIEND before i died !With you alive , i already feel very blessed ! I dont need you to go and die just to make myself feel blessed !So , I WILL SAVE YOU BABY ! <3

And and ! She asked , if she were to cry will i wipe her tears for her .BABY ! Ofcourse i will ! :DCause you read my posts until cry , dont wipe make me look very bad lo !HAHAHAHAH !No lah ! You cry of course i will wipe !Cause you're my bestfriend BABY ! :D

Dear girl, your answere meant ALOT to me. I know i'm not a perfect girl, i don't deserve you to sacrifice your life for me. If saving me, means losing your life, I rather i lost mine. Like i say, i can bless you and bring you luck when i'm in heaven or not. Because i'll always be your guiding star, your guardian angel, your BEST friend, even if my years living in earth is very short, i'll be contented because the memories you left me is definitely worth more than those years. Because of you, i am able to know the true meaning of happiness, the true meaning of love, the true meaning of best friend. Because being with you, i see happiness and love. You brought me tears and happiness these 3 years, and i'll repay you with MORE happiness (hopefully no tears) in the upcoming years to come. I hope that i'll always be there to wipe your tears, to pick up the broken pieces of your heart and to mend it back with my love again. I can always be seen to be in a daze in school, that were the times that i wished you were beside me. How i wish to be by your side every minutes. LOVELOVELOVE luh! Hehe, it's the first time i said something so mushy to a girl before-.- Even i myself can't stand it-.- But it definitely comes from the bottom of my heart:D I love you<3

Okay, enough of mushy stuffs.

School was okay today. After school, stayed back to arrange table with tiantian and elyeannie and they were playing with the whiteboard again >:/ Walked to J8 with Wil, Kok Hui, Xin Ting and Elyeannie, bought ice cream and walked around. Wil and Kok Hui went back afterwards, sorry uhh! And tiantian came out of nowhere, pushing me! This woman! Always so violent! Then we went to groundfloor for some free mooncakes, haha! Mac afterwards, and there was this guy whom i do not want to mention name, kept disturbing us, HI! 好巧哦!-.- After mac, used 55 home :D

HOHO! I'm very happy! Because i finally influenced people to watch D.I.E! Thankyou deer for watching the show! HAHA. Nice right?~ But don't always so late then sleep horr! I don't want you to become panda eyes because of that show. HEHE. Addicted~

I need to start revision for home econ test tmr now~

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-09-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

These pictures don't seem great but it's better than nothing~ RION KUDO! Hehe! She was in the toilet when i took that picture in webcam. HAHA.

Went to Rion's house on Saturday in the afternoon and Eleanor came later than me >:/ So we started with map scales and proportion but we're stucked :/ And we don't have the mood to continue.. Then went through Set Notations with Rion, but we stopped halfway. Everyone's tired. So we used to computer awhile before going down bball to slack. Had a private talk with Rion after Eleanor's gone. Don't think too much dear! Be positive! Everything's gonna be alright! <3>

Watched D.I.E 2 (古靈精探) all the way to the last episode with family late at night:D Ending was supa good! -thumbs up- I thoroughly enjoyed the whole show, but a pity it ended so fast ): It's a show i definitely recommend for everyone to watch :D It will hung your heart high till the next episode!

Sunday

Cooked lunch for myself while Zav would rather buy pasta for himself-.- He still doesn't trust me >:/ Took a short nap after that. Did some revision on science after napping. Ate maggie mee for dinner:D Rewatched D.I.E 1 on the internet while eating.

Going to bring Baby out to park early the morning tmr with Zav and daddy:D Bathing him afterwards. Then mac at AMK with Nor and Rion for revision(:

It's hard to hold on to something that you know will never be yours

But you have to learn to let go no matter how unwillingly you may be

And face the fact that while good things never last,

Some dont even start..

Staying with someone you really cherish alot even if you know it'll be better letting go,

is like standing under the cold, windy rain.

It felt so good but you know you'll fall sick.

郭靜-知道

她讓你憔悴許多她讓你不知所措

她一舉一動你不停的對我說

我微笑傾聽你說我卻越聽越心痛

怎麼你說的不是我...

她比我多了什麼? 讓你願意耐心等候..

我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼..

我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼..

我知道做得和她沒有不同..

但是我卻不在你心中逗留..

我想知道她哪裡比我好很多..

在你心中她和我有什麼不同?

我知道我比她付出的還多,

可是我, 總換不了你的心動.

你讓我憔悴很多, 你讓我不知所措.

你一舉一動, 我的心被牽著走.

她不經意的走過, 你就把我給冷落,

嫉妒把我給吞沒.

她比我多了什麼, 讓你願意耐心等候..

我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼..

我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼..

我知道做得和她沒有不同,

但是我, 卻不在你心中, 逗留..

我想知道她哪裡比我好很多..

在你心中她和我有什麼不同?

我知道我比她付出的還多..

可是我, 總換不了你的心動..

我知道了她那裡比我好更多..

在你心中我永遠不可能會讓你心動.

我知道我比她付出的還多..

可是我, 在你心中沒有, 她多... ):

Kept spamming this song because it's so nice:D

xoxo,

ZEN.

2009-09-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

Zenavia Quek misses RION KUDO loads! And I can't upload pictures!-.- Had alot of Rion Kudo's picture to share ):

English was fun today xD followed by 2 free period of maths today, again, Mr Chong didnt come-.-
Studied for science test and had it after school. Went to band afterwards and i held my bladder for 1 whole hour-.- Fortunately, Faith and Tiantian wanted to go to the toilet. Or else-.- And WANG TIANTIAN! I was urgent okay! AND, i did close the door luh! I think didn't lock properly-.-

Poem from CME file, under CARE, and i'm going to dedicate this poem to her :D

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears,
bt i can listen to you, and together, we will search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pains, nor the future with its untold stories,
but i can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes and happiness are not mine;
Yet i can share it in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
i can only encourage you and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you, and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which i have determined for you,
but i give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
but i can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your BEST friend.

Rion Kudo, because of my love for you, i can accept all of your weaknesses and what nots, even if you're the worst person on earth. (but you're not luh)
Because that's what friendship is all about right?
<3 Rivia and Zeon :D

Revision on exams with Eleanor and Rion will be on Saturday at Rion's house. Damn looking forward to it(: I MISS YOU SOO MUCH!
I'm tired...! I'm going to take a 5 hours nap in the afternoon tmr after school xD

Off to lalaland now~

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-09-15T05:43:00.000-07:00

HEAVY MOODSWINGS!

Out of the sudden-.- Oh well..

Received sms from Rion in the morning and i thought what had happened, was damn worried okay-.- But everything turned out well for you girl. All those tears you shed are worth it :D
Mr Chong didn't turn up for maths lesson but he gave us a stack of homeworks for us to complete-.- Dabao-ed food with Tiantian to classroom after school, and chatted alot of things. Was really surprised when she told me how hiong her mum is! Went to band afterwards.

Rion Kudo! Good for you! They finally pulled you out from the bottomless pit, while i'm still inside..-.- suffering.. And suffocating. Grasping for light and water desperately.

Let's hope my mood will turn better tmr(:

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-09-13T08:49:00.000-07:00

OH!!! FORGET! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELATED DESMOND! Sorry i was late :x I make the fonts BIG BIG just for your sake!

Okay, since Rion had revived her blog(:

This morning's tuition was not bad, did some maths test papers and revision.

Was doing maths test paper in the afternoon. BORED. And so went down with daddy to see if there's any more D.I.E coming but a pity the shop was closed-.- I can't wait to find out what happen next! It's always this irritating keeping people in suspense-.- Contemplated about alot of things. And i had a sudden urge to transfer school to Hougang. It's a big matter but i've been thinking about these past few months, until, today i reached a decision. But who knows whether Hougang will accept me or not luh? Anyway, Xin Ting said to transfer school have to at least all subject added up 75%. So I had to WORK ALOT HARDER for the coming EOY. Try my luck to get into Hougang next year? Then i can see Rion for as long as i want to :D Alot of things happened. And Rion is just one of the many reasons why i came to this decision. Well, we shall let god decide my fate then(: But i'll do my very best to study hard and get good results for EOY to try xD For the sake of Rion :D Eleanor, let's work hard okay? For the 3 of us:D

Rion, let's study hard TOGETHER!

And don't worry, the both of us will get out in such situation in no time. I will get Eleanor to pull us up no matter how deep the pit is. We'll pull through this togther. Just don't think too much and everything will be just fine(: Dear girl, i miss you ALOT too, you know!

Rivia and Zeon<3

Tmr's Monday alr! I hate Monday! Because it's always the beginning of a tedious week!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-09-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

Happpppy Belated Birthday to Zenavia Quek!
09/09/09!

Nice number huh?

Had band and sectionals in the afternoon. Damn shocked because they actually know it's my birthday, thank you guys!
Then had alot of stress moments due to some problems playing.. Intending to go KTV with family at night, but a pity things don't always turn out the way you want them to be so we watched movie at the end. Didn't had a really desireable birthday, but i'll never forget this day, because it's 09/09/09 and i had birthday wishes from alot of friends, totally surprise that they still remember(: Thank you!

Just had band in the afternoon and it was fun xD .HAHA.
Tomorrow
Band in the morning --> chinese project with Xin Ting and Eleanor --> lunch at J8 with RION KUDO --> chiong homework and revision with RION KUDO at home --> Ben's house to see RION'S BIRDY in the late evening (:

I wonder what reactions will they have when they see each other xD Birdy (cheehsien) is like so TALL and Rion Kudo is like soooo short-.- HAHA. Super looking forward to it xD

I want to watch D.I.E episode 15!!! Maybe re-watching Chinese Paladin again xD

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-09-08T05:57:00.000-07:00

I shall share pictures other time(:

Sunday
Celebration with my dearies. Met Rion and Eleanor at bus stop, Nick last minute me >:/ Hmph! Anyway, had a big big surprise cause Rion actually cooked lunch and Eleanor baked cookies for me for picnic at ECP, was damn touched, thanks dearies(: They even prepared alot of sweets and chocolates to fatten me up xD Hehe. Ride bicycle all the way to Changi. Initially, wanted to get the double seater bike with Rion but Zav and Eleanor persuaded us not to.. Nvm then. Next time xD

Had dinner at Korean Charcoal BBQ (sth like that) with Nevin and parents. Boy, it was unsatisfying-.- And Awfully Chocolate at grandmother's house(: Had loads of fun today. Esp, at ECP. Thank you Rion and Eleanor, for spending so much time doing such a surprise for me. I'm really touched! I got to taste your love and care inside your lunch and cookies(: And i'm really happy. Esp receiving Rion's birthday card. Zavier said it looks more like a love letter than a birthday card. I thoroughly enjoyed the whole celebration xD

Monday
Watched D.I.E 2 the whole night with family and it was bloody exciting and hell funny until it stopped at episode 14-.- I hate waiting for new DVDs to arrive. Always kept me in suspense-.-
Pray hard the disc will arrive in Wednesday(:

Tuesday
Cooked lunch for Rion, Nick and Benjamin in the afternoon. Then suddenly, Xin Ting, Tiantian, Wua Ting and Zui Yi came-.- Was damn shocked. And they were holding a cake on their hand. Very touched and surprise(: They actually baked for me early the morning and actually took the trouble to personally send it to my doorstep. TOUCHED. Then Wua Ting, Tiantian, Xin Ting, Zui Yi and Rion danced to Nobody song for me. DAMN CUTE! I was laughing all the way!! A pity i couldnt videotape it! And I didnt get to see Benjamin and Nick doing that dance! Then chatted awhile and ate cake(: It was nice! Then they left :( Talked alot with Rion, Benjamin and Nick in the living room until i almost burst out in tears. The atmosphere was damn intensively emotional. Fortunately, Rion was there for me(:

God, sometimes i really wonder, what did i do to deserve such good friends? I dont think i'm that superb enough to have friends like that. Who actually took the effort and waste their brain cells thinking of surprises like that for me. I'm really ashamed of myself. God, i've sinned. I'm sorry _____.

KTV celebration with family tomorrow night(: Super looking forward to it!

xoxo,
ZEN.

September.

2009-09-05T03:53:00.000-07:00

Hoho! Finally, the september's holiday is here!

I had nothing to do the whole afternoon today. So decided to cook lunch for family and friends. Had pasta and baked potato cheese, all done by myself xD Ben and Nick were here late and the food had turn cold! Nick said it was not nice but he was the one who took the most-.-

Rion and Eleanor pangseh-ed me! They went out alone today without me ): Well, nevermind. Tomorrow we shall see, hehe xD

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-08-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

Yay! My computer is coming back soon(: I think i'm collecting it tmr or sat?

Wednesday
After school, Xin Ting and Zui Yi rushed to j8 to print out history project-.- They were rushing like crazy. And i was running everywhere like a mad woman. Seriously not a nice experience. After that, settled down at a spot with Xin Ting, Tom, Zuiyi, Kok Hui and Xun Qin? Had a terrible day.. Everyone was feeling damn down. Went back home and had a good nap, hoping that everything will be okay by tomorrow(:

Thursday
Had band after school and it was fun playing doraemon and we're all in this together(:
It was even more fun smacking Elyeannie's butt xD I was really happy today, no particular reason. Just happy. The feeling of happiness is sooo sweet xD

Looking forward to tmr's rehearsal for teacher's day.. Its been ages since i took a PROPER nap.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-08-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

I've got loads of pictures to share! xD
But i think there's something wrong with blogger in zav's computer and my computer is still in hospital! So i've got to bear a few days more(:

CIP beach cleaning was fun and so was the stayover! xD Didn't want to elaborate much or it will take ages to type it all out.

Wanted to watch Orphan with Rion and Xin Ting last Friday. Queued and tried 3 booths but all 3 needed to see ID! -.- And Rion's big friends all went in already-.- So went to Sumo House and eat. Chatted alot along the way(:

Watched "Where Got Ghost" with Xin Ting etc on Saturday. Hmm.. I'm quite disappointed, the show was not as nice as i expected though..

Had music theory on Tuesday, it was fulfiling! Was sitting with between Eleanor and Elyeannie. Fortunately i was in between them! Because i had troubles following the lesson and it was thanks to them teaching me(: I'm sure they must've lost alot of brain cells teaching me... THANKS(:

Band practice on Thursday. Was quite fun(: Because i get to be crazy xD

Went AMK Hub with mummy and Zav on Friday. Did some shopping in NTUC before having late lunch.

Went to Alex's house to do project on Saturday. Tiantian asked me to meet them at 1.30pm.. We're late by 15mins :/ But the actual time for ALL of us to meet is 2.00pm! She tricked me! ... Anyway, Tiantian, Xin Ting and tom were cooking in the kitchen while the rest were inside the studyroom to do history project. Did some music theory paper with Elyeannie, Eleanor and Kok Hui. And they also vomited out blood teaching me-.- They just lost their temper within seconds-.- Including Tom! Hias.. Sorry! Anyway, Tiantian and Xin Ting's food were nice! Rion kept taking lots of bites luh xD Tom's one was abit... umm.. Not to the expection (charred) .. But i finished the platter for him! xD He should thank me luh! Because he no need to scrub the baking tray so hard what! xD After Alex's house, went to J8 macdonalds for icecream(: Talked to Rion over the phone for 2 hours before sleeping(:

Sunday, bought ingredients for my spaghetti at Thomsom Plaza, with mummy, Zavier and Aunt. I'm cooking dinner for them! xD Asked Rion, Nick and Benjamin over for dinner too!
Z: Rion! Today come my house for dinner can? I cooking spaghetti for you!"
R: Err okay.. Is it edible uhh?
_________________________________________________________________________
Z: Ben! Come my house for dinner tonight! I'm cooking!
B: Oh... Err.. okay..
Z: Ask Nick also!
N: Huh... okay... I hope it is edible...

-.- Don't they have faith in me! But my dish was seriously not bad you know!
Nick gave me 73/100
Ben gave me 80/100
Rion gave me a can pass luh! -.-
Mum said.." Lucky got chilli." -.-
Zav said it was not bad! Cooked some for grandparents to eat also! And granddaddy said it's very nice! xD Had loads of fun cooking and chatting with them(:

Today, was practically rushing everything out during Home Econs luh! Ms Tan was very cute luh! She helped me to open the can of mushrooms today! And it makes my job so much easier xD
Result was not bad(: ZuiYi even said," Surprisingly, Zen's spaghetti was not bad!" xD

Band practice tmr! And i'm super looking forward to it! xD

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-08-17T06:13:00.000-07:00

Just quick one!

My computer broke down and i had to use zav's com to update-.-

Will update about what i did these few weeks other day(: Cause its super LONG.

Ohoh! My birthday is coming(: Damn happy this year. So many people is going to celebrate with me! 9/9 with family, other days with xq and family and another day with rion, Nick and Ben? SUPER EXCITED with the old peoples! Cause i can't of what surprise they're gonna give me:D

There's band tmr and its theory D: I doubt i'm gonna enjoy it... But its ohkay(:

Rion kudo! You damn cute can! No need jealous luh! You know that my heart will always be with you right? (:

And there's something that i always wanted to mention..

You always put on a smiling face, making everyone think that you're really happy and laughing heartily, but it's not the case. Everyone could tell that you are feeling miserable inside especially when you're laughing out loud, I MEAN REALLY LOUD. It really hurts me alot to see you suffering in silence and i can do nothing about itI just want you to know, whatever happen, i'll always be there for you to lend you a shoulder to cry and to lend you my ears for we are best friends forever(: Right? ily, girl<3 And i'm seriously happy that you're jealous! Cause it goes to show that you really care alot for me(: I'm sure i'll be jealous too when something like that happened to me.. Cause you really meant alot to me, so much that i scared to lost you. I hate those days that i had to cry and wept for you so much that i even skipped my meals. It seriously sucks, and i hope it'll never happened again... Remember those days when we used to talk to each other on the phone until the sun rises? We said that we'll buy a house for us to live in together and every morning we wake up, the first thing we see will be each other's face, how sweet is that? I remembered another silly thing! We even thought of opening a shop that will be our love of labour? That's really cute and nice. And i'm seriously working hard towards it(: And i hope you are to(: Once a best friend, always a best friend:D You'll never be able to escape from me this life(:

I hope you are weeping now, after reading this xD

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-08-06T06:56:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday
Went to the playground with the usual people and slacked there till 7pm++? Intending to go tpy to collect book but they were so lazy and heartless to ask me to go myself >:/ Went home and mummy collected my book already(: Damn happy. Nick and Benjamin were like snatching the book to see and i didnt even had the chance to look at it!-.- Rion went back home for her steamboat and Zav and i took our dinner before going to Nick's house. Reached there later than Zav, and the boys were like playing card games? Since i was bored, went into their study room and its the first time i ever went INTO his study room and bedroom ever since i've known him for like 7-8 years? And he paused his game halfway to show me all of his sister's artwork, Hah! Can tell he really loves his sister alot(: THen i saw something obscene in his studyroom. He actually hung his underwear to dry inside his study room.. DSIGUSTING. ANDAND! His pj is doraemon! HAHA, damn cute(: Went back at 10pm++? Straight to bed after that, was damn tired.

Last Sunday
Had tuition in the morning and was sitting with Vivian. We're like the slowest in the class to complete our 3 questions of P.T and mensuration revision in 1 and a half hour-.-
After tuition in the morning, took 5 hours nap in the afternoon:D Can't remembered what i did after that.

Monday
English period was uber funny! When we went into the classroom, Mr Ko's face was as black as a charcoal! HAHAHAHAHA and we kept laughing non-stop at him! His face was like -.- and he said every class he went in, it will take 30seconds for the class to settle down. And for no reason, seeing his blacked face just cheers me up(: I kept suppressing my laughter throughout the whole period. AND ChangRong kept asking him stupid questions which made it even harder for me to stop laughing xD After school, went to eat mac with Ivanna, Xin Ting, Tiantian and Tom at J8, then went to take MRT to Orchard and i had second thoughts of going to Ion because i seriously am tired.. I wanted to take nap:D So when the train comes, i was thinking of going home but Xin Ting took my bag..-.- And i missed the train. Waited for the next train to come and found out that my handphone wasn't working!! Reached Orchard and the rest were nowhere to be found so i started to panick T.T But luckily they came back for me(: Went to Ion, Fareast and Wheelock to buy Ivanna's crumpler bag so went back home wuite late and i didnt manage to get any nap >:/

Tuesday
After school, had sectionals for band until 6pm. Was quite fun and i like it(:

Wednesday
Mr Azlan's period as usual was funny(: Because of ChangRong as always. PCCG was damn funny too! Because of Mr Tan, Xun Qin and ChangRong.. 3 jokers:D Went back home after school, took nap until 7pm(: Tiantian knows me best(:

Thursday
Had band after school. Combined and rehearsal's for tmr's trumpet solo "short performance" during the assembly. Quite fun(:

Going to ECP tmr to pick rubbish for CIP, maybe after that watching movie with Chew Jun Hong and Jamie? Rion, Nick and Benjamin are staying over at my house during the weekends and parents are not going to be in so it's going to be damn funnnn! FREEDOM(:

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-07-31T22:44:00.000-07:00

Ohkay, i'm pissed :/

We had elearn on thursday and the whole loads of 2E1 were having a mass conversation in the morning, fun(: After elearn, went to tpy with XinTing then to amk hub. Reached home about 7pm+++, studied hist test for 1 an hour before going to bed.

Friday
Had music period after maths. Xun Qin, Andy, Wua Ting and quite a number of people surrounded Xin Ting's computer. They were seeing ___'s blog. DAMN FUNNY. Mr Gan was busy chasing Xun Qin away:D Was being bullied by "The Four Heavenly God Kings" after recess and during english period-.- And what was worst was, nobody came to help me! Although some asked them to stop.. Is it really that fun making me? Last week was locking me outside the classroom after recess and i had to behave like a madwoman-.-, this time was taking my bunny and magazine and refused to return to meT.T But i know that they were just playing lah.. Just dont go overboard jiu ke yi ler. I believed you all know when to stop right(: Ohkay, after school, went to see Mr Tan with Xin Ting and Mr Tan asked me if was i being bullied by certain people in class. Wondered who he knew about these things.. But it's not bully lah! They're just playing only. Don't worry, Mr Tan. If they really went overboard, i'll tell them(: Afterall, they're my friends, i don't think they'll do something like pouring flour over my head. Thanks for the reminder and concern though(:

Ohkay, TianTian and Xin Ting took some poems from ____'s blog so i'm gonna choose my favourite one in his blog too(:
This is mine:
Every sixty second of missing you ,
is a min where i cant be with you.
My tears are never-ending ,
and so are my feelings for you.
Some nights ,
i would wake up to the silence of the wind.
I would dream of us together ,
and tears would start to flow.
It just aint the same anymore.
Sometimes ,
It hurts so much to know that all im gonna
be left with is some broken memories.

Touching right! How could Rion not be touched!
Gonna slack with Rion, Nick, Ben and Zav at playground or bball now.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-07-24T07:03:00.000-07:00

Everyone is falling sick these few days, remember to drink lots of water especially Xun Qin, Tom and Xin Ting(;

Last Saturday
Rion and Yingchui came during the afternoon. Then walked all the way to playground with Nick, Rion and Zav since Yingchui got to go. Had alot of fun there. Climbed to spider web to the top and it was seriously damn high and scary but i managed to make it to the top was really picturesque and breathtaking:D It totally blown me off plus it was windy that day so it was really cooling and nice:D Sat at the top with Rion for quite a long time before coming down, but there's this little girl down there kept pulling the rope-.- And Nick scolded her :x Next, went to play the swing. Nick pushed Rion until it turn 180degrees? He pushed damn hard, i almost flied out-.- Then walked back home around 7.30pm++, very late, zzz... Rion and me were practically screaming our lungs off, we're singing and dancing around the streets like nobody's business, and when there's people who passed by, Zav and Nick immediately said, " I do not know them!"

Last Sunday
Had maths tuition in the morning, wah tedious leh-.- Do until dont feel like doing...zzz.. Tiantian and Xinting came in the afternoon to see baby:D They were bullying him lah! Make him run there and here like nobody's business! 2 perverse women! And Xinting practically sticked her head to my computer because of Sims3-.- She played until she didnt want to go home. That's show how attractive sims3 is! (;

Wednesday
Life Science was damn funny(; Mr Azlan was scolding Andy for not tucking in shirt and he wanted to tuck in for him. ChangRong extra said that he should tuck in until the underwear for Andy and he continued saying that his maid everytime tuck in his shirt until his underwear for him and we all started laughing. He's such a joker!
After school, Zuiyi and Jocelyn came to my house for revision on science(; Ate lunch until Rion came. Started revision in my room and we're studying on the damn big bed. I think Rion, Jocelyn and Zuiyi must be damn pissed off after teaching me science :/ They're like laughing at my silliness-.- The started playing with clothes, until Zav came banging on the door-.-

Thursday
School was as usual. Except that Tom went back early because he's not feeling well, his face was as swollen as a pig head and his eyes turned damn bloody red :/ Then it was Xun Qin's turn to feel unwell. No wonder he's so guai during Maths lesson. Walked to bus stop with Zuiyi and Wua Ting, took bus 55 home with Xun Qin and friends.

Friday
Had 2 periods of assembly today, so skipped Mr Chua's lesson:( His lessons are interesting luh! I guessed there are no homework today, finally, weekends without homework! :D After school, went to 7-11 with Jocelyn, Sylvia, Wua Ting and Zui Yi. Met Jian Long, Howie, Glen, Kok Hui and Jun Hong on the way, so walked to j8 together. Took MRT with Zuiyi to Toa Payoh. Had lunch with mummy and daddy(; Went to popular and daddy gave me money to pre-order s.h.e sauna of love :D Gonna collect it next friday, super excited(;

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-07-17T20:57:00.001-07:00

Last Friday
After Orchard Road with Janice, she went to J8 to eat dinner with her family while i met up with Rion and friends at the basketball court around her house. Took pictures with them then went home with Ben and Nick. Chatted for quite a long time at those tables around the void deck till Janice saw and joined us(; Talked till 10pm++ and we went home.

Friday
After school, went to watch "The Haunting In Connecticut" with Rion, Yingchui and Xinting at Yishun, but Yingchui had to leave without watching;( Sorry! 3 of us were practically hugging each other during the show and after we left, everyone we saw on the streets seems to be zombies/ghosts without eyelids, wierd. Went home at 8pm++.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-07-09T06:01:00.000-07:00

Oh well, i had fun today(;

After school today, walked to bus stop with Xin Ting and Wua Ting, and the two of them were betting on _____. In the end, Wua Ting lost and he had to treat Xin Ting lollipop-.- Gheys luh they! How old already still fighting in the streets! So many people looking somemore! So went to 7-11 and he bought Xin Ting and me lollipops(; Took "55" home with Kok Hui and Kaewen(; Had lunch, took a nap, then Janice came to use computer. At about 5.30pm++, went down to kopitiam with Janice to look for Rion, Benjamin and Nick. Chatted at about 630pm++, went to accompany Aunt to buy her dog with Rion and Janice:D While the boys were left alone. The schnauzer was soooo cute><>< Thenthen saw West Highland Terrier, OMG , that pup was even cuter:D Rion and i kept playing with it(; Rion! She likes me more than you:D Went back home to take dinner at about 7.15pm. Will be going to orchard road with Janice to get her book after school tmr? Then play bball with the usual people after that, but i guess i'll be just goofing around~ I want to go playground that has swings~ Those playgrounds certainly bring back alot of fond memories.. Might visit there tmr too(;

Mr Lam is coming to singapore this Sunday! OMG. I can't breathe out of the sudden! Rion Kudo! I got ur unglam photos with me still leh! i have the sudden urge to post on blog xD

xoxo, ZEN.

2009-07-08T05:31:00.000-07:00

Okay, something which i thought was quite funny and wierd happened today. Was taking bus home with Kok Hui andand there's these 2 person sitting infront of me.
1st guy: " Why? Dirty uhh?"
2nd woman: " No, your shoe."
1st guy: "Aiya! Shoe nvm one luh! Singaporeans everytime scared this scared that, so kiasu!"
2nd woman: (gave that whatever look)

And i was infront of them! Since its a 2 seater facing each other.. Felt like laughing-.- Thenthen alighting part! The Serangoon Garden Secondary Scool students very rude! Wanted to alight but they wouldn't want to make way for me! And i was squeezing through! Until the bus driver closed the door and i almost couldn't get out-.- So embarassing...

Hoho anyway, happy belated birthday to Elyeannie and Wua Ting. Happy Birthday to Faith.

Janice's going back home this Saturday T.T That's so fast! And she still have about 6 weeks hoilday! only managed to go out with her once to watch Drag Me To Hell last weeeeek. Felt like a very bad friend for not spending enough time with her;(
Andand! There's loads of homeworks to be done, especially after Mrs Goh came back. Gonna chiooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg~

Ohoh! Andand a conversation between Rion and me which i find it quite funny:

ZENN; Why do birds still fly up high? says:
walau..
sheshe follow u all? cause u all tell her u all meeting ben and nick?
REEN REIRA - says:
YEAH
YEAHHHH
ZENN; Why do birds still fly up high? says:
walau
BU YAO LIAN!
she like stealing my friends leh
REEN REIRA - says:
LOLLL
LOL !!!
ZENN; Why do birds still fly up high? says:
why u laugh until?
LOL

Haha Rion! Next time we tongue give Nick see:D I still remember his reaction when he sees that photo. DAMN FUNNY.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-07-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

A few days before school starts, been talking to Rion on the phone from 2am++ till 6am++ :D
Haha, it's been so long since i've talked to her thaaaat long.

First day of school was fun(; But the day before, woke up at about 1.30am? And i couldnt go to bed already... Sms-ed Rion and both of us were in the same situation-.- but she managed to sleep at 3am++ while i think i slept around5am++? Tired! Missed alot of my classmates. Finally can be able to high with them~
First 2 periods was with Mr Tan and Ms Leong explaining things about H1N1. Then it was Mrs Goh's period, followed by recess which is the easiest to zi high with Xin Ting and co. :D After that was English, which i enjoyed it very much because of Mr Ko and Chang Rong. Their conversation was damn funny:D " Nvm, i'll forgive you!" xD Next was Home Econs. Grouped with Zui Yi, Xin Ting and Wua Ting for our project work(; After school, couldn't find Wua Ting so went to 7-11 with Xin Ting and suddenly Wua Ting just came out of nowhere-.- Scary.. Then walked to bus stop with them(; Took 55 home. Ate lunch and nap till 8pm++
Talked to Rion on the phone till 1am before going to bed(;

Tuesday
School was as usual, except Eleanor didn't come to school today T.T So moved to sit beside with Zui Yi and Xin Ting, very fun leh~ Especially during maths relief period. AND, Wang TianTian, i not sick okay! I'm just being high xD HAHA. Okay anyways, literature teacher was cute>< andand last period, VP held us back for some announcements and we thought it was some kind of important announcement like closing down the school for 1 week xD but it turns out that he was just asking us to not visit the pupils who had LOA... After school, walked to bus stop with Xin Ting and Wua Ting. Took bus 55 home with Kok Hui(; Nap until 8pm, went online and i had loads of fun with Rion and Xin Ting. The conversation was damn funny.. And i wanted to do it again! Talked to Rion on phone till 1am before going to bed(; Wednesday Mrs Goh was on LOA so we had a relief teacher and Eleanor's not here again T.T So combined tables with ZuiYi and Xin Ting again. Basically, nothing much(;

Will be having band practice tmr(;

xoxo, ZEN.

怎樣的雨怎樣的夜, 怎樣的我能讓你更想念,
雨要多大天要多黑, 才能夠有你的體貼,
一個人撐傘一個人擦淚, 一個人好累,
期待讓人越來越疲憊, 誰和我一樣等不到他的誰..

2009-06-26T11:05:00.000-07:00

Argh.. Didnt manage to celebrate birthday with Peiyun cause Shu Qing was not able to make it T.T
Oh well, anw, i had loads of fun spending my Wednesday and Thursday with Rion, Yingchui, Nick, Benjamin and Zavier(;

Wednesday
Woke up late-.- So didnt manage to be on time to join Benjamin, Nick and Zavier for basketball. Was watching YLBFB until i sms-ed Rion to bring Yingchui come since she wanted to meet Nick(; They came around 6.30pm++? So asked them meet me at house downstairs corridor and coincidentally, they're walking back from their game. And we kept bastard-ing Nick, damn cute luh~ Okay discuss discuss what we're going to do after dinner until 6.5opm they went home to bathe and take their dinner while Rion and Yingchui followed Zav and me home. After dinner, which is about 7.30pm?, we thought that Nick ran away since he didn't pick up his phone. So all of us went down to his house and find him(; HAHA. So we walked around the neighbourhood and was damn surprised that they know everyone in the neighhourbood.. The stall vendors even gave them a nickname, cute(;
Zav's is xiao fan shu since he likes to buy frenchfries from them and Ben's is triple 7 cause he was wearing a shirt that had "777" on it. Nick's one couldn't remember :/ SORRY!
Were walking aimlessly, until they decided to go to old Peicai Secondary School, was quite creepy there since it was really dark and there wasn't anybody there besides us. Also went to Serangoon Garden Secondary School's backyard.. Erms.. Was scared until i held Yingchui's hand tightly-.- no much comments except, don't visit there alone at night. After that, found some seats under the block, settled down and started talking. Went back home around 9pm++ and chatted with Rion over MSN, before sleeping at 3-4am?

Thursday
Woke up to find out that nobody's home-.- Aunty went to aunt's house to clean while Zav was having his lunch with Nick and Ben. So after i washed up, went to find them at coffeeshop(; Chatted while eating and after lunch, walked around the neighbourhood to digest food(; Then all came to our house. Zav was playing maple, happy hacking. Benjamin was singing? Nick was doing nothing. And i was lying on the bed. Bored to death. Had dinner at 7pm. after dinner, called Rion to meet at same place ystd since we decided to explore there one more time. Were waiting for Nick and Ben to arrive, then suddenly saw 2 figures that looked like them.
Me:" Neh! They come already!"
Rion" NO LUH! That is 2 aunties!"
Me" Really meh?"
(They were coming closer)
Me:" NO! You look, is them!"
Zav:" YES! Is them!"
Rion:" Huh? Oh..."
Rion actually mistook them for aunties-.- But this time we went there, couldn't feel anything.. So we went to park to talk. And they pangseh-ed me! Leave me alone;( All giving Rion advice. Luckily, Zav was there(; Funny luh! Rion told me,
Nick, Rion, Ben: (talking talking talking)
Zav: (join in)
Rion: "Go accompany your sis."
Zav: "Okay" (Runs to me)
Nick, Rion, Ben: (talking talking talking)
Zav: (join in)
Rion: "Go accompany your sis."
Zav: "Okay" (Runs to me)
Nick, Rion, Ben: (talking talking talking)
Zav: (join in)
Rion: "Go accompany your sis."
Zav: "Okay" (Runs to me)
Nick, Rion, Ben: (talking talking talking)
Zav: (joins in) "Okay i got one good news for all of you."
Rion:" What?"
Zav:" My sis is missing :D"
-.- No i was not, i was just too ahead of them.. Then went to park fitness corner there. Talked Talked Talked, was feeling really scared... Until Nick suggested to go under the block to sit.
After we settled down,
Ben:" Okay, did you all feel something just now?"
Rion:*Nods*
Nick:*Nods*
Zav:*Nods*
Me:" Huh? I can't feel anything leh."
Ben: There was something beside you just now."
Me:" OMG REALLY?! ( was reallllllllllly scared)
Ben:" Don't worry. It is not after you, it is after me, since i got "powers".
Me:" Then why it stands beside me?"
Ben:" Because you blocking it's view."
-.- OKAY Benjamin Sim, i know it was a joke after someone told me and i was so sttuuuupppppiiiidddddd to believe you. If your motive was to trick me and make me scared, you've gotten it-.- I was seriously damn scared. You also saw my expression when we were walking back right? I have a really small heart, please do not joke about this anymore... You know i was so scared that i almost can't sleeeeeeeeep, especially when Nick told me that if it followed you home, you also can't feel anything and when you sleep, turn, and it will be facing you-.- Luckily was talking to Rion until 6am before going to sleep(; I love you Rion! Thanks so much! You made me feel so much better:D

Friday
Woke up at 3.35pm, was running late since i had English tuition at 4pm. Last english tuition today. Didnt dare to tell Miss Ruth so i told Vivian to help me tell Miss Yim later. After tuition, went back home and there were alllllloooooooooottttttt of people in my house-.- Had my uncle's engagement party at my house. Went up to Zav's room and Nevin was showing us some kind of cards magic. Quite a good feat uhh! Was quite boring until Benjamin, Nick and Rion came at the same time at 8.30pm++? VERY LONG LEH! They took their dinner and i took salad and dining table was too crowded so we 4 were squeezing inside the kitchen. Nick was taking some kind of wine to drink in my fridge? So tried some. And it was damn bitter plus some kind of grape taste? Then Benjamin and him shared. After awhile, Benjamin's face turned damn red. VERY FUNNY. He was drunk! Daddy asked him not to continue drinking and he said he was feeling hot~ HAHA but he still continued to drink when daddy's not looking-.- After dinner, went up to Zav's room and Nevin was still showing off his skills, LOL. Soon, he gtg off. Then Zav was watching his "One Piece" on his computer, Benjamin was REALLY DRUNK, so he was lying on Zav's bed. Nick was playing Benjamin's phone. Rion and i were using my computer. Then moved to my room since aunty wanted to sleep. And as usual, Benjamin was lying on my bed until he fell onto the floor, LOL-.- Rion and i were using computer until Nick used a towel to whack my leg!-.- VERY PAIN! And he just out of no reason kept whacking and whacking-.-Then Zav tried, but his attack felt soooooo mild and light:D Until he called Nick to whack-.- Rion and me were his victims-.- I think he must be drunk also since his face was quite red-.- Then suddenly started pillow fight with him since he kept whacking me and kept calling me slut-.- Rion told me that when they were on their way home, Benjamin knocked onto the pole 2 times LOL! He's thoroughly drunk luh! Can't drink still drink! I even took a sip only my face started to turn alittle red already, moreover their family can't drink... About 11pm++, they went home(; Had supper with mummy and Zavier while watching "Absolute Boyfriend".

Currently, the time now is 4.30am and i'm talking to Rion on phone now(;

Might be going out with Ben and co. tmr to watch Drag Me To Hell(;

School is opening in 2 days time-.- And there isn't any extension;( SAD!
xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-06-23T08:02:00.000-07:00

Hoho! Janice is back, YAY! This june holiday is very happening!

Anyway, Happy belated birthday to Ella! Officially turns 28 years old this year(; May you stay sweet and man kayys! Ohoh! And happy belated Father's Day too(;

And Zav, u finally turn sweet 11 this year(; Study hard uhh!

Okay, done with my wishing., shall move on. And again, it's gonna be a long one, so please don't strain your eyes and continue reading.

Thursday
Went out with Wua Ting, Xun Qin, Howie and Xin Ting. Watched "The Land Of The Lost" at Jubilee complex. Movie was really funny but i don't think it'll be suitable for kids to watch, alot of umm... How to say? Sexual jokes i guess? After movie, went to Howie's house. His house was quite scary leh! All dark dark one... Eeriee~ Then went to his nearby playground. Saw alot of people walking their dogs and Xin Ting and me wanted to approach one to play, but don't dare luh.. Then boys went to play soccer. Xin Ting and me went to play with sand, and we started taking off our shoes. Then the boys came and played with our shoes by storing sand-.- CHILDISH! After that, took bus to AMK hub with Xin Ting, Xun Qin and Wua Ting before taking 25 from there(;

Cute little girl i saw in the playground and she doesn't realise i took her picture :X

Saturday
Went out with Aunt to her client condo to pack some things and boy the place is damn nice~ then went to]Fareast Plaza at night together with Uncle and Nevin. Quite fun~ The minute we stepped down from the MRT, Nevin bought a shirt that cost $39.90! Pro right he!-.- Thenthen, Aunt went to tried on a black dress, and the result? Nevin said that she can wear this for Halloween, and 7th month is nearing leh! Can go scared people(; I was laughing like hell after hearing what he said... Bad luh he! His own mother leh! LOL. Okay and he told me he made his character killed his wife in Sims3 then bring his wife's spirit back to live with him, and their baby? Spirit also-.- He wanted to burn his character to death and all of family will be of the same kind, kisiao! And he told me if a sim had a baby with the grim reaper, the baby will be black. COOL! I wanna try:P At about 11pm++, reached home. Was beat so went to sleep early(;
By the way, my early may mean 2am++..

Pictures to share:

Very nice right! They even had this touch screen "computer"!

Sunday
Had maths tuition in the morning and after it ended, 1 hour later, we had english tuition-.- Damn tired luh-.- Thenthen was telling Vivian somehow felt for Miss Ruth if we 3 quitted at the same time.. I think it'll be quite a big blow for her right?... Should i re-consider? Hmm... After tuition, took a nap and my family of four went to Serangoon Garden, Aston to celebrate Father's day. Had a hearty talk and all of us were laughing(; Zav and me treated daddy dinner(;
Zav: You know, you will be like that girl in future. (points to the very girl in blue, no offence!)
Me: Shityou-.-
Zav to daddy: Daddy, she'll be like that girl over there one of these days.
Daddy: HAHAHAHA Yeah yeah! No no! She'll be fatter than her!! Because she's a pig what! Everybody in the morning already wake up do their own things, she leh? Wake up in the afternoon then AUNTY i want to eat. After eating? Go and sleep.
Me: -.-
Then everyone started laughing-.- Not funny luh-.- Hey! I woke up in the afternoon because it's the holidays okay! And i've been sleeping late these few days, of course will wake up late luh!

Monday
Went to Glen's house for life science project in the afternoon and i'm very proud of myself! Because i remembered the route to Glen's house! I took the bus and walked myself without him leading the way! HAHA. My memory is not failing me. Went there, saw Kok Hui and Jun Hong.. Doing project with Kok Hui and at the same time, completing homeworks, while Glen and Jun Hong went to watch teevee. SLACKER!-.- At about 4pm++, stopped and went home with Kok Hui while Jun Hong walked with us all the way to the bus stop. Homed at about 5++? Facing the computer until Janice came up at 6pm++! VERY HAPPY LUH! But the minute she came, Benjamin, Nick and Zav kept shouting at her not to go near them, then kept shouting swine flu! pig flu! H1N1! Bad luh they! Hey! Janice is very healthy okay! Ohoh and she seems to be growing alot bigger...

Tuesday
Went off with Rion and Weijian to KTV at AMK Hub. Was late and the 2 of them were already there. Then saw Rion and she said she could not find Weijian-.- So we 2 were waiting at one side trying to find him.. Kept looking around but could not find him luh-.- And at about 10-15minutes later, i spotted him infront of me-.- He was there all along and i did not recognise him! Because he cut his hair!-.- And Rion already spotted him and they wanted to know how long could i take to spot him-.- boh liao! Waste time only-.- Then KTV, sang alot of s.h.e songs HAHA, okay then was very high, i was jumping on the sofa and screaming like hell until one of the staffs came in. OMG, damn embarassed-.- Thena after he left, Rion and Weijian were laughing at me-.- Okay in a whole, VERY FUN! Everyone was dancing and high~ But tiring! Sang until gonna no voice..
After ktv and dinner at home, cut cake at 10pm++, called Nick and Benjamin over. Then were having some kind of talk in my room with Nick and Ben. And then out of no reason, Nick suddenly called me a slut-.- jokingly luh! Irritating leh! >;( They went back home at 10.40am++, and Benjamin just talked to me on MSN.

[★Mr.Benjamin★] - ♥I Want To Say , Without You, Life Will Be Meaningless , That Very Moment , I Was Asking Whether Can I Luv U ♥ says:
play hang man with me
S L U _
wads the missing letter .?
o.o
Lol
[c=#FF8080][u][b]ZENN;[/b][/u][/c] [i]❤SeliNA,任家萱❤[/i] says:
WTH
SHITYOU!

Okay anyways it's just a joke(;

Celebrating Pei Yun's birthday on Thursday with Vivian and Shu Qing(;

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-06-16T11:03:00.000-07:00

I'm laezee.. Nevertheless, i still update my blog once in awhile[; OKAY, this is gonna be a very long one.. So if you don't want your eyes to feel pain, please do not strain and continue reading kay?

Last Wednesday
Went to band practice with Charissa and Tom. Meet them at the bus stop before going in to school. Went in and set up instruments for them since they're not there yet(; Released at 5pm and Kok Hui, Tom, Charissa and me went to the bubble tea shop. Charissa bought mash potato at 7-11,while Tom and me bought bubble tea and french fries. Then Tom disturbed me verbally and i wanted to rebut him but i didn't know Charissa was behind me so i sort of umm... hit her mash potato down? LOL! Sorry T.T So i bought her one bubble tea(; Actually is should be Tom's fault luh!-.-

Last Thursday (Young Entreprenuership Competition)

Woke up at 6am and arrived Bishan MRT and 6.37am i guess? I still can remember clearly leh! Not bad uh! Then took MRT with the prefects team, Howie, Charissa, Kok Hui, Alex, Tom, Wil, Jun Hong, Huiming, Jocelyn and Hui Ting to Dover MRT. Reached Dover MRT at about 7am++? Then went to 7-11 bought some sweets before heading off to Singapore Poly(; SP is like damn freaking big can?!! And the mrt station is like in the middle of SP luh! DAMN NICE! Their conventional hall is damn big and cold! And their stage was quite big too(; I'm grouped with Kok Hui, Howie, Alex and Charissa and we're sitting right infront of big big stage! Cool huh! And Tom's group was like 2 rows behind us? While the prefects team are kinda out of sight! First was the speech i guess? Then the lecturings about marketing and blah blahs, was so bored that i almost fall asleep, zzz.. But Howie and Kok hui, they're like supermans luh! They don't feel sleepy and boring and were even taking down notes leh! Okay after the speech, student helpers brought us to some kind of classroom to meet up with other 3 teams? And so we're separated with the others;( Their classroom is like so nice luh! Got aircon de leh! Damn shiok;D Okay okay, get down to business, other 3 teams were from Evergreen Secondary School, Ang Mo Kio Secondary School and Presbysterian School. Played a game about remembering all the names from the other groups but before that we did an introduction of ourselves and there's this guy from Evergreen Secondary said he likes to chocolates. Next was Kok Hui's turn.
" Hi. I am Kok Hui from Guangyang Secondary School. I played the clarinet in band and i loves to eat BANANAS!" Then everyone broke out in laughter. He damn cartoon! Okay after that was teabreak. It was fun as all Guangyang students which is mostly 2E1 students and the sec3 prefects, we practically owned the whole stairway! HAHA;D Then Tom took out his laptop and we were on MSN chatting with some 2E1 people(; And i knocked my cup down accidentally-.- Was all wet..-.- Nvm... After teabreak, we get down to real business. We discussed about what we really wanna do and we stayed until 7pm leh! All groups left at 5 to 6pm and our group was the last to leave. I guess the guy who waited for us must be pissed off :/ Sorry!

Last Friday (YES competition)
Woke up at 6am, and meet the same old people except for the prefects team at Bishan MRT. Took the circle line and it's much faster than the previous day. Reached Dover at 7am, Jocelyn and me went to 7-11 to buy fried wanton for breakfast, and it's not nice ;/ Walked around SP since it was still early. Went to their canteen and boy it was damn big~ They had Pizza Hut, KFC and Popular luh! Okay then went back to classroom. Prepared scripts. Then it was presentation at 10am. We didnt get in;( Instead, Eevergreen got in-.- which i dont think their presentation is that good. No offence. But the prefects team got into the semi-finals! And alot of Evergreen teams got in too >;( Then had lunch with Guangyang students. And we took alot alot of free things.. Typcial singaporeans! After that, finals. 4 from Dunman High. 1 from RI and 1 from Evergreen. Before the finals begin, they had this VIP who was giving out his speech, damn long and boring-.- But i didnt fall asleep okay! Turned behind, saw alot of students sleeping :X No wonder it's like exceptionally quiet-.- After the finals, the audience get to vote for their most favourite team. And the whole Guangyang students vote for the 1st Dunman High team because their powerpoint was really amazingly good. But the winner goes to the last Dunman High team because the judges had no questions for them! I didn't catch their presentation because Jocelyn and me went to the toilet but heard from Charissa that, that team even made the whole clutches! Okay after the whole thing end, took bus back with Wil, Tom, Joshua Quek and Kok Hui, chatted about alot of things and we were quite noisy... SORRY! Okay my overall experience of YES: It's damn fun! Although we didnt get into semi finals, i thoroughly enjoyed the whole process and i learnt alot of new things. I'm definitely joining again next year!(big conventional hall)
(My team, working on our project)
(Props for skit)
(Props for skit)
Inside SP
Inside the canteen.
Inside the canteen.
Inside SP.
SP
Inside canteen.
Hui Ting and Jocelyn
Wil with our "props"
Stage.
Charissa

Last Saturday
Had English tuition in the morning. Felt very bored lo T.T I think Pei Yun, Vivian and i had decided to quit English tuition after this month. Cause it wasn't helping at all. And it was boring.. But i kinda pity Miss Ruth. Cause we 3 will be leaving at the same time.. Then just left Tony and Quinton.. Pathetic 2 people only.. After tuition, took a 1 hour nap before going to band. Prepared instruments and had our dinner before setting off to AMK central. Moved instruments to the stage and people were staring at us oO . We're the black guys(; 7.30pm, started the performance. Quite a good feeling luh(; So many people were cheering for us. And kudos to Tiantian for the solo-ing part. Nice leh! And Viandra conducting also! Went back to band room at about 9pm? Settled everything before going back home. Walked with Xin Ting to 7-11 to get our dinner. Saw Kok Hui and Kaewen and quite a few band members. Chatted awhile before taking bus back home with Kok Hui. Thought no one was at home..T.T but by the time i went back, they just came back-.- Watched wo cai with Zavier before going to bed(;

Last Sunday
Maths tuition in the morning. Was very noisy because they had some kind of events in the morning. And they kept replaying the same song, irritating-.- but funny! Everyone was laughing including Miss Toh! Okay, got very bored and frustrated doing Mensuration. I think there were some calculation mistakes or sth, that's why Vivian and me couldn't get the right answer, then pleaded Miss Toh for allowing us to continue to another question since we already know the method. Funny luh! Miss Toh very cute! HAHAHA. Okay, after tuition, went back home for lunch. Then waited for Xin Ting, Xun Qin, Wua Ting and Tom to come... Actually was planning to go down rent Child's Play 1, but they only allowed adults who are 21years old and above. So we went back and downloaded Child's Play 1 on Zavier's computer whom Tom had rented from him, $1 = 1 hour. FUNNY! And the ambience was very nice, cause we closed the window, drew the curtains and closed the door. Haven't watch until the end, Zavier and Xin Ting got scared and they don't want to continue-.- Then out of some reasons, Xun Qin pinched me luh! Pinched until very pain and red leh! I almost cried-.- I will remember FOREVER okay! Sorry no cure! Then the boys went down to play basketball while Xin Ting were waiting for me while i went to bathe. After awhile, they came back because it was too hot. Rion and Benjamin came, and we went Serangoon Garden for desserts. Xin Ting, Tom and Xun Qin ordered the same thing, Mango something which had icecream on top and crushed ice below. Because they poured something on the crushed ice which they don't know what is it. Then Tom and Wua Ting said it was chocolate. Zavier rebutted him and said it was brown sugar. Indeed, it was brown sugar-.- Can you imagine? Primary 5 student are even more matured than 2 Secondary 2 students-.-After that, we're at bus stop discussing whether to go to park to tell ghost stories but they kept hesitating and there came bus 136. So we're rushing for answer but the bus went off-.- Then came along 2 137 20secs later-.- At the end, they decided to go home. BUT THEY TOOK THE WRONG BUS HOME LOL! Then we went home also lo. Rion and i were surfing the net about bermuda triangle, lochness monster, ghost and bigfoot. We see until very ru shen. LOL. Then parents brought us out for dinner(; After dinner, brought Rion home and she asked permission from her mum whether she could stay overnight at my house. But her mum doesn't allow;( Aww well... There's still plenty of chance next time(; And i had plenty of fun(; Went home and talked to ____ over the msn. It asked me to wake it up 7.50am! Incase it was late for school! And i had to set my alarm to 7.50am and call it to wake it up!

Monday
Woke up at 7.50am to call it wake up then went back to sleep again(; Woke up at 3pm plus.. :/ Then went out with Benjamin and Zavier to J8 to repair Benjamin's phone. Bought a few stuff from Minitoons and More Than Words. Saw father's day gift at Action City. But it was very expensive... $69.90-.- Zavier and i decided to spilt the cost among him, me and mummy. So it will be $24++ each(; Bought takoyaki and took '55' back(; Talked to quite a number of people in MSN at night. and It asked me to wake it up 7.50am! Incase it was late for school! And i had to set my alarm to 7.50am and call it to wake it up!

Tuesday
Went to Glen's house for project. Took the wrong 315 the Serangoon MRT-.- So wasted alot of time leh! Sorry uhh T.T Went there ans somehow we didnt continue with our project. Watched Child's Play 1 and did some homework. Kok Hui left at 3pm++ then did homework until 4.30pm. Took '74' home with Wil(; Chatted with some people on MSN at night and chatted with it until 2am++ then went to sleep.

Wednesday
Woke up at 7.50am and woke it up for school(; Continue sleeping and rot at home the whole day. Did some homeworks too(; And Zav is paying me $3.50 to do his chinese comprehension! HAHA.

I've taken a sudden liking of deers!!
Okay, shall end here(; And Xin Ting, ur quiz i will do it some other days bahh, cause i seriously damn lazy... Sorry uhh! Ohoh! And Janice is coming back this SUNDAY!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-06-09T08:30:00.000-07:00

Monday
Had band practice for the whole afternoon. After band practice, went to AMK hub with Xin Ting and Wua Ting for dinner. Met Xun Qin so all went to mac. Four of us were talking when suddenly i noticed Wua Ting actually cried! His eyes were damn teary!
Why?
Because he was eating McSpicy and McSpicy is spicy! So he couldn't take the spiciness and he cried! Xin Ting and i were laughing like mad until we couldn't finish our food.

Okay, so we left the restaurant after eating and Xin Ting almost fell down while walking down the stairs, blur queen luh she! She even walk on flat floor still can fall down! Cute luh! Went to NTUC awhile then went back home(; Slept at 3am++, gosh dead tired :/

Tuesday
Band practice in the morning, then combined with the sec 1s since Mr How was the only teacher present today(; Quite fun! After band, went to J8 with Xin Ting. Had lunch at Ajisen. I had the beef ramen while Xin Ting had Tanaka Ramen and the bowl was like damn big until Xin Ting and me almost couldn't finish but it was nice and it's a very hearty meal i had! Totally enjoyed it! Walked around J8, bought some stuffs and Xin Ting bought her domo keychain. Went back home around 3pm++ and my bus went over heard 1 stop that i wanted to alight! Alighted at the Bowen Secondary School that side and i had to walk all the way home under the hot sun! It's tormenting me-.-, weather these few days is damn hot! Went back home and sleep till 8pm++ currently talking to Xin Ting and Xun Qin on msn now(;

Had band practice tmr at 1, and yay we can go for concert this Saturday!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-06-08T10:43:00.000-07:00

Weeeeeee(; Just changed my blogskin, simple and sophisticated(;
Ohoh! And all my music here are all S.H.E's songs. Jocelyn and me are loving it to bits;D
Will add more of their songs if i had the time.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-06-08T07:52:00.001-07:00

Returned home from dinner(; and gosh, this is god damn funny. Was talking to Xin Ting, Xun Qin and Wua Ting about Chucky and Wua Ting is damnnnnnnn funny!
btw,
Shadow(Sheen)= Wua Ting
Key&Lock= Xin Ting
ZENN; 有了你,生命完整的刚好. = me
XunQin~AKA~Xavier = Xun Qin

I SHALL ENLARGE THIS BIG BIG SO THAT EVERYONE CAN SEE!

Shadow(Sheen) says:
LOL
if my cow can talk
i fucking suicide

Key&Lock says:
LOL
LOOL
DUN

Shadow(Sheen) says:
u know b4 my adventure camo

ZENN; 有了你,生命完整的刚好. says:
LOL

Shadow(Sheen) says:
camp

ZENN; 有了你,生命完整的刚好.says:
?

XunQin~AKA~Xavier says:
DROP THIS TOPIC

Key&Lock says:
cows can cook (:

Shadow(Sheen) says:
i wrote a note

ZENN; 有了你,生命完整的刚好. says:
xq, xt also not scared, she even discussing about it now leh!

Key&Lock says:
u know?

Shadow(Sheen) says:
to my mum and dad
and hid it
so in case i died
they can read
LOL

Shadow(Sheen) says:
serious

Key&Lock says:
LOL
LOL

ZENN; 有了你,生命完整的刚好. says:
LOL! I'm gonna copy this part into blog(;

Shadow(Sheen) says:
FUCK U
NO
_|_

Key&Lock says:

WT
U DAMN CUTE CAN?
LOL

Shadow(Sheen) says:
?

Key&Lock says:
LOL

Shadow(Sheen) says:
what thing damn cute

He's likeee damnn cute! He wrote a last letter for his parents!

Okay, i shall continue tmr! Band starts at 8am tmr! English tuition on wed, YES on Thurs and Fri and maths tuition on Sunday.

Btw, i got complaints from Xin Ting and Wua Ting that the Chucky photo scared the freak out of them,so if it had scared you also, so sorry! Don't mind uhh(;

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-06-06T07:39:00.000-07:00

CREDIT

Was playing Sims 3, then got interrupted by Xun Qin who wanted to chat on MSN with Xin Ting. Xin Ting was watching Child's Play on Youtube and she got scared halfway. LOL! Zavier had a damn nightmare of Chucky for 2 whole years! CHUCKY IS SCARY! His face scared the helloutof me. Anyways, i thought i might still catch it some other time. AND if you think this face is not scary enough, wait till you catch "Seed Of Chucky", it will scared the helloutof you! No kidding! I'M SCARED OF DOLLS!
Child's Play Part 1

xoxo,
ZEN.

SIMS3

2009-06-04T03:10:00.000-07:00

Tuesday
Had science supp in the morning then went to eat lunch at J8 with ZuiYi, Xin Ting, Eleanor and Charissa before going back to school for band. Had sectionals and combined. Then headed down to Bugis Iluma to collect sims3 with parents, btw, needed to apologise to Weijian for waiting soooo long for me until he got fed up and went off. My bad. I'm damn damn sorry! I know you're very angry with me now...
After dinner, went to play sims3 till 2am++ I am nuts;D

Wednesday
Woke up late .__. Was supposed to meet Zuiyi, Xin Ting, Jocelyn, Wua Ting and Xun Qin at amk hub top floor, 11.30am but they ended up waiting for me for one and a half hour. SOOO SORRY!
Had lunch at Sumo House and went to ktv. DAMN FUNN LUHH! Everyone was practically dancing except for Jocelyn and Wua Ting. Very high~ After that, everyone left at about 4-5 plus? Left Xun Qin, Xin Ting and me alone. So we three sang till 7am and went for dinner at hawker centre. Chatted about tons of things.Then went home. Played sims3 till 2am++ again before going to bed(;

Thursday
Band practice in the afternoon. Sectionals was quite fun actually;D Homed at about 6pm++? Talking to Xin Ting and Xun Qin on MSN now(;

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-31T01:10:00.000-07:00

Ohoh! Forget to addddd!

"The Brink Of Law" starts tmr! This show rocks but the enddding totally sucks, since almost everyone died at the end. T.T I'm gonna watch it over again(;
DREADED TUESDAY..
xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-30T23:26:00.000-07:00

I shall start off with Friday which is the last day of school!

Basically, there's nothing much except there's science remedial after school with Mrs Goh, last minute! But she canceled it which was good news, unfortunately, she decided to held it on the 2 JUNE! I felt so pissed off-.- Morning, science remedial, afternoon, band, night, tuition! Wth?! It's gonna be damn tiring and i can't go down to sims 3 party! SHIIIITT! Soo wanted to change tuition to thursday-.-

Saturday
Woke up late .__. So Zav and friends went to East Coast Park first. Took bus myself and alight at St Patrick, while waiting for them to come pick me? Then walked all the way to EAST COAST while they rode on their bike-.- Went their and Chee Hsien don't know why go returned his bike when the time's not even up yet, so Benjamin lent me his bike and rode around with Nick. Thanks! Then went to Bedok for dinner at KFC. After KFC, intending to go to Hua Jun's house? Somehow, Chee Hsien and Hua Jun got into a heated argument and the rest of us were like stuck between them, didn't know what to do. So we started playing "hide and seek", Zav and me followed Shawn, Nick and Chee Hsien to Hua Jun's house and don't know where Hua Jun and Benjamin went, so went one of them came up the other went down to find and when the one came back, the other still downstairs so it's like hide and seek luhh! And we were sick of waiting outside the house! So Nick tried to open the door since Hua Jun is downstairs looking for Benjamin and we're all outisde the house so it seems like we're thieves...-.- AND something damn damn funny. There's a tenant inside his house and when we knocked onto the door, she just slammed the door and we're stunned! LOL! Anyways we managed to get into the house due to Nick's dextrous hands LOL He can be a burglar next time! Then Hua Jun came back with Benjamin still gone missing-.- All of us were at his room suddenly the door just opened and Benjamin's there-.- SCARY! LOL! Then after awhile, all of us went back home. Took lift down and something very funny happened. Zav, Nick, Benjamin and me were in one lift then all of us got out except Benjamin and Nick pressed the "up" button and Benjamin just went up LOL!
Zav and me were laughing damn damn hard.. LOL. 4 of took bus "55" home and we sat on the upper deck which was damn quiet cos only a few people there. Took the last few seats and they were all us!!! So we kind of got naughty and played, got kind of wild >< SORRY to the passengers infront! DAMN FUN LUHH! Laughing like hell!
PICTURES PROVIDED:

Nick sleeping in the bus LOL!
Night view from Hua Jun's house very beautiful!!

(Benjamin and Nick trying to imitate the way i walked because i injured my leg-.-)

_________________________________________________________________

I want to go KTV!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-28T07:16:00.000-07:00

Been talking to Xin Ting, Rui Yi, Tiantian, Wua Ting, Xun Qin and Chang Rong about ghost stories these few days and the stories were quite scary lehh! Then night time don't dare to sleep, so been watching teevee till 1am++ so the next morning will feel damn tired, but it's like a continuous cycle, we'll still talk about ghost stories and continue to sleep late(;

Today
It's Chang Rong's turn to tell us a story and his story actually revolves a guy and a girl, ( xun qing doesn't know that guy Chang Rong's referring is actually him XDD), and his story was actually damn retarded and it's freaking lame, but what was really funny was his story was damn damn detailed and his facial expression just made me feel like laughing because he looked so blur! After that, we had to clean our classroom and it was damn dusty! Especially the computer and projector area.. After school, went to J8 with Xin Ting, mummy and Zav to eat lunch and Xin Ting got scolded from her mother instead;( OMG i feel damn guilty luhh although she said it's not my fault but when i saw her cried my heart sank;(... Went back to school for parents meeting. I thought my results can be better. Work harder!

Tmr's the last day of school! YAY! Ohoh 5 more days to go!!
xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

Whatever.

Friday
During chinese lessons, went to library and chatted with Xun Qin, Wua Ting, Chang Rong, Xin Ting, Zui Yi and Tiantian. At first, the lady scolded us for being loud and asked us to take a book and read. Then Xun Qin went to take 1 whole stack of books and we started laughing again;D Like he damn hardworking luhh!! But the books he took is about mysteries like ghost, lochness monster, bigfoot, bermuda triangle. So we started talking about ghosts again, an area which he specializes in(; Then talked talked, until Xin Ting said: "Your forehead is bleeding." (in chinese and it's in a very calm calm manner) to Xun Qin, then we started laughing like siao! Then talked until quite scary and Wua Ting shrieked i think? LOL. Xun Qin told us he that time told alot of ghost stories to Wua Ting and Wua Ting got damn scared and even took a taxi home! LOL then everybody laughed like siao again;D Went back to class after that for Maths lesson and Mr Chong gave us corrections for maths paper and the same group of people were telling ghost stories again-.-

After school, went back home, bathed and meet Jocelyn, Xin Ting, Zui Yi, Chang Rong, Wua Ting and Xun Qin at amk hub top floor to watch Night At The Museum 2 but tickets were sold out! =.= So we went to Jubilee there and watch the 4.45 one? Yeah and we still had time so we went to Popular to shopshop for awhile. Then ChangRong bought a file for his mum. LOL! Then went up at about 4.30? Then suddenly a voice behind me shouted damn loud luhhs. Looked behind and i realised it was Benjamin and Nick and his friends were queueing for tickets! BAD LUHH! They went to watch movie didnt ask me ;'( But what was even more coincidence was we're watching the same movie at the same timing! LOL!

Night At The Museum was funny and cute! Highly reccomend this show(; After movie, met Tiantian in amk hub, Xun Qin and Changrong left and the rest of us went to Sumo House for dinner. Wua Ting treated Jocelyn, Tiantian and me teriyaki salmon! Yummy(; Some pictures to share:

After Sumo House, went back amk hub to take neoprints and poor Wua Ting were bullied by Tiantian and me because we put headband and tiara on his head hahas damn cute luhh!

Currently playing with Benjamin and Zavier at my room now(; Tomorrow no maths tuition! Yay!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-20T05:42:00.001-07:00

BACK FROM CAMP!

I shall start off from Saturday.

Facing the computer screen the whole afternoon. Xin Ting and me decided to plan sth for Mr Chong, so we tried to got more people who is on msn to join us. So we got Eleanor in, then Xun Qin and Tom, lastly Wua Ting. Tom seems to be not willing though ;X Anyways, I had a great time laughing like mad that afternoon due to some conflicts between Xun Qin and Joanna. I am bad! Hahas, Xin Ting, Eleanor and me were laughing too much! Chatted until night then Xun Qin became my elder brother (who's the oldest in the family) , followed by Tiantian, me, Xin Ting and Wua Ting is the youngest! Hahas;D

Sunday
Went Bugis with Xin Ting and Tiantian to buy things for camp.

Monday
Had don't know what leadership lesson i think, in the morning and the teacher looked damn like Taiwan variety, 大学生了没, the host who is 纳豆! Pictures in Xin Ting's blog and the resemblance is like 95%! End the workshop at about 11 or 10am plus i guess and i'm with Yi Yang, Haoran, JiaWei, Glen, Huiling, Renwen and alot more for camp which is the last group 11?
Was spending the whole afternoon planning what to perform for campfire and Instructor Hotstuff (Joel) is damn damn funny! Loving him alot;D Not to forget the cute and blur Samantha! So we decided on "Love Story", did a short skit and dance, with Hui Ling being Juliet and Haoran being Romeo, sweet right! At night, played "kidnapped" which is uber fun! With Yi Yang being the hostage and we had to solve some kind of problems in order to rescue him out. After "kidnapped", went to wash up and sleep. About 12am plus, i guess, the boys were making damn loads of noise!! Especially bunk 14! Can't sleep! So kana scolded by instructors!

Tuesday
Went for kayaking in the morning, but actually i was "unwell" so requested not to go down water but Samantha and Joel said i'll be alone for 2 hours and it's going to be damn fun so i still went down in the end(; Kayaked with Jiawei, fun luh! Mr Tan and Ms Leong were there also. Then teamed up with Hui Ling and 2 teachers that group i guess and we're the last one to kayak to the designated spot, and our forfeit is to choose someone to do the forfeit, so we sabo-ed Haoran to go down to the water! Very funny!

After kayaking, went to bathe, then had rock climbing which i only managed to climb up to 5 boxes=.= It's seriously difficult, i don't have the energy to push myself up. LOL and Joel still pushed me to go up, he doesn't want me to shout "falling"! Went for lunch, and after lunch, had the high element challenge, which we're afraid to climb up because it's seriously damn high and scary. Hui Ling was the only brave girl who went up although she didn't manage to walk through the plank, but still a clap for her for being so daring and brave ! Then had abseiling and flying fox. Flying fox was damn damn fun!! I wish to do it again! After flying fox, was abseiling and Joel asked me whether i wanna do it, i thought everyone had to do, so i said yes. Then i found out all the girls are not doing so i wanted out, but he said no and force me to go up=.= Instructor there was forcing me to take a step further to the end and i was damn damn scared.. Then they had no choice but to let me down(; Abseiling was damn scary luhh! Thumbs up to the boys who had done(;

Then we had dinner and lastly was the campfire which i enjoyed it the most of all activities in the camp other than flying fox. The first group to perform was very funny actually(; So after all the groups had performed, and especially Xin Ting, ZuiYi and Ah Di (wua ting)'s group, they dance damn cute! Ah Di dance to "nobody" damndamn funny and cute(; all instructors were invited to dance and Joel can dance very very well! The we had the copycat game, Yi Yang and Joel were up and their poses were like .___. Obscene? LOL Very funny! Mr Azlan even stood there and took so many pictures of them! After that, was the chicky dance ! Very high and was laughing like mad(; And our group got first for the game copycat because of Yi Yang and Joel's funny position and the "Love Story" performance too(;

Wednesday
Last day of camp. Group 11 had to clean up the canteen area which is an easy job(; ZuiYi and XinTing had to clean up the toilet area, poor thing! But what was worse is that, they didn't see me cleaning the tables because Renwen and i were taking turns to clean and it was her turn, then the both of them just shouted, "ZEN! 大小姐!" Joel heard and said, " Who 大小姐? You uhh?"=.= And he asked ZuiYi and XinTing if i should pick up dirt. And the both of them said yes. Sabotaged me very fun uhh! But he's joking only luh, as if he'll let a girl do the job. After the cleaning, went back to school, and i'm missing Samantha and Joel now;( We had damn loads of fun and these three short days were really memorable to me;D I enjoyed the whole camp thoroughly(; Sad it ended so fast!

Thursday
Was practically playing in class with Ah di, kor and my sisters(; Got our DNT paper back, and as expected, i flunked it ;/ But i'm glad i didn't flunked my maths which is a miracle! Thank Mother Mary;D I love you! Had band practice and we played new songs like Ponyo etc. Fun! Then went back home(;

I wanna go out during the weekends! I wanna go KTV!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-15T20:57:00.000-07:00

(ice cream served in Goodwood Park)
(Miniature cakes in Goodwood park, cute right?)

Been missing in action for days, so without further ado, here’s the post:

Wednesday, after DnT exams, Mr Tan was collecting the papers, so out of boredom, I undressed my bear and Tiantian started laughing. I looked up and realized Mr Tan was staring at me LOL. Then went for Literature lessons and the vendors were late! So we went for breakfast/lunch in canteen and went up again, and they had not arrived yet! So started playing a fool and behave like wild dogs, because Zui Yi, Tiantian and Xin Ting took my bear’s clothes and run around! They threw my rabbit here and there and I was tired of chasing them, seriously. Those clothes aren’t mine! They belong to my bear! And I’m not a pervert! But I seriously do look like a madwoman chasing after my bear’s clothings! Everyone was practically laughing!

After Literature lessons, went for high tea buffet at Goodwood Park with mummy and aunts. The food there were just some cakes, hokkien mee, mee siam, laksa, salad, kueh pietee, chicken wings, ice cream and basically nothing much! It was definitely not worth it for $29++ per person! The service there are not up to expected. In a whole, it’s kind of disastrous, because the food there are also not up to standard! Had a lot of fun chatting with my two aunts though;D

After lunch, mummy went for viewing while I stayed with my two aunts in Far East Plaza, to do some shopping. Gosh, they bought lots of shirts and stuffs. Went back home at 6.oopm++? Since mummy doesn’t wants me to go back myself, I followed Nevin’s mum back home and she told me that she’ll help me pre-order the Sims 3 also since Nevin had one too! Was damn happy luhh!! She’s such a good aunt! So went back to AMK hub to pre order then went back to Grandma’s house to play Sims 2 on Nevin’s computer. 8pm++ went back home=] Talked to Rion over the phone at about 11pm to 12am++? It has been ages since we had tons of fun over the phone;D

Thursday, went to school at about 11am++ for oral since I belong to the 2^nd group. Thought I was running late but there weren’t much people in canteen! That’s not the main point anyway. Went back to class with Xin Ting and the 2 both us including Tiantian sat together and started gossiping. Suddenly, the whole class started to crowd around us and all of us joined in the talk! Hahas, not bad uhh! 2E1 united as one! Gossip also must gossip together! Slowly, one by one, everyone left and I was the last one. Obviously, you’ll feel damn uptight! So when it was my turn, I was practically rushing through because I was damn damn nervous! The teacher comment was : Shouldn’t rush and that I was rushing because I wanted to get home quickly. Obviously not luhh! I was seriously nervous, and it’s sort of a human instinct to rush through when you’re nervous!

Went back home and within 3 minutes after my bath and lunch, I was snoring away on my bed. No kidding, I was that tired. Talked to Rion over the phone again at about 11++pm to 12pm++ before going to bed;D

Friday, got back my Chinese paper and it was horrible! 56/100=.= Just passed! But passed already okay luhh! Because I was expecting that I’ll flunk my Chinese paper. Heng~ After mother tongue period, went back to class and got back our science during Mr Chong’s maths period, result was not bad but I believed I could have done better! Mr Chong didn’t return our maths paper, since he hasn’t finish marking them. And so we had free 2 periods! As usual, was playing with Tiantian and Xin Ting and they’re taking my rabbit to do some dirty chores like cleaning the windows!! >;( My rabbit is getting dirtier by day! Was talking to Mr Chong and Xin Ting and me realized that he had cried. LOL cause his eyes looked very red. And he said to me:” I have taught you for 6 months and this is the first time I’ve heard you talking.” REALLY?! =.= I talked a lot in class you know! Maybe he didn’t really pay enough attention to me. Then Wua Ting was beside me, he was making the screeching girl sound again while I was talking to Mr Chong about the Maths paper. And MR Chong said:” I’ve been a teacher for so many years and this is the first time I came across with a boy that can scream like a girl!” Then Wua Ting made that sound again and I burst out laughing. Intending to bring my science paper to Eleanor’s desk to discuss but Mr Chong wanted to see my paper so I gave him, then extra Wua Ting came beside again and Xin Ting was on the verge of a minor outbreak! So she was begging Mr Chong to help her check Science paper. Mr Chong then explained to her about her mistakes then she was like screaming in pain ( as in really like you’re injured ) because she knew that she made a lot of careless mistakes. Then Wua Ting screamed using his girly voice again. And Mr Chong said:” I’m going to get deaf! On my left is Xin Ting on my right is Wua Ting!” LOL! And he said he’s gonna give Wua Ting a nickname! Hahas!

Chatted with Xin Ting on MSN and started to talk about Mr. Chong. She made me realize something and gave me a wakeup call indeed.

We both felt for Mr. Chong . He’s no doubt a good teacher, as in he really sincerely meant to help pupils, but we just don’t appreciate it. I guessed he thought he had not taught our class well, hence the marks, and he started to think that he’s not a good teacher, after so much intensive thinking, he cried. A little心疼 for him. He doesn’t need to blame himself. If we don’t understand, we can actually ask him to explain again but do we even care? Don’t understand, he explain, don’t understand again, he can explain again. I don’t believe he can’t get the formula right into your head after all those explanations! I remembered a few in our class always in front of him, purposely said that they rather Mrs Ng teach us maths than Mr Chong. So he said okay then he’ll get Mrs Ng back. And the class started to cheer. Kind of sad right? You want to cheer, but can’t you wait until he got out of the classroom first? I think we really break his heart. Try to put yourselves into his shoe. Being a teacher is seriously not easy at all. He always grasping for air, trying to get our chaotic class’s attention and we don’t bother to even look at him and listen to him that’s why he had to shout and scream sometimes! And there were the remedial lessons he offered to give us, but the most pitiful and pathetic thing is, the numbers of people staying back for his lessons were so few that he had to cancel off the whole lesson! Xin Ting told me that she saw Mr Chong’s bag was tattered and torn and he’s just a teacher, how much can he earn? And we even made him treat us lollipops for every mistake he made, just the thought of that makes me want to cry. He’s indeed a good teacher! Xin Ting and I seriously wanted to do something to make him feel really better and our class still needs him for the rest of the 6 months! I sincerely hope someone in 2E1 reads these now and really feel for Mr. Chong too. At least, makes his life better by being an attentive student and learner.

Oh gosh, there’s this surge of emotions just went through my mind, and hence the big talk about Mr Chong, but if this big talk can make 2E1 understand, I don’t mind spending hours typing all my emotions out(;

oxo,

ZEN.

2009-05-12T05:21:00.000-07:00

Done another one during the weekends;)

两只, 不管结局如何, 希望你们不会让自己后悔, 幸福来敲门时, 就要紧紧的抓住, 你一旦松开, 幸福就会很容易溜走. 你们对彼此的付出和感情, 我们是看得到的! 就因为有两只, 让很多人还相信真爱的存在, 你们不可以放弃, 希望10年以后, 你们可以握着彼此的手, 不放开, 做彼此的守护天使和力量. 50年后, 还可以一起到老. 你们一定要幸福喔!

世界唯一的你, 这手歌, 是属于你们两个的.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-12T04:47:00.000-07:00

I know it's late, but nevertheless,

Happy Mother's Day!

Sunday, had maths tuition and Vivian said that Mr Neo might be teaching us next year! It's a good news indeed! Had maths test paper to do and Vivian started complaining to teacher:
Teacher: ............... (method to do question)
Vivian: uh huh.
Teacher: ..................................
Vivian: Yeah
Teacher: ........................................(then she started stopping, intending to let Vivian continue herself.)
Vivian: ah then?
Teacher: Don't ah then me! (laughs)

HAHA, they both were so cute.

Afternoon, brought Zav to tuition with Benjamin and his china friend. After bringing him, we decided to get a cake for mother's day gift. And we spent half an hour inside the cake because Benjamin had not enough money and his china friend wanted to lend him and i don't know what took damn so long to decide whether to buy. Indecisive=.= Eventually, they got the Tiramisu flavour.

Monday
Pissed off by Mr Chong because he set 1 question wrongly and last minute came to tell us to change=.= Guess i won't be able to do well for it=/ Tmr's DNT=.= MEMORISE MEMORISE MEMORISE! Ohoh and must learn how to do autographic and perspective drawing. I freaking hate it.

I had pictures to share:

Got these pictures from my maid, i didn't know she still keeps them! (Me and Zav)
(Zav, maid, me, Clariss and her maid) Ohoh! I love this picture the most! Look at how retarded Zav is when he was young, hahahas!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-09T02:49:00.000-07:00

I've decided! Most probably getting the collector's edition because of the 2GB Plumbob USB Flash Drive and Carabiner. Most probably going down with Nevin. I'm gonna pre order it at Comics Connection in J8 after the exams;) Anybody interested?

Need to start saving up money now!

24 more days to go!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-08T23:29:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh!

Was chatting with Xin Ting and Wua Ting on MSN a moment ago and we started talking about computer games, then to SIMS! So i just realised Sims 3 is coming out!! 2 June!

http://thesims3.ea.com.sg/

Hmm, i'm not sure if i'm gonna get the collector's edition or the standard one cause Nevin's getting the collector's edition and he's definitely going down to Bugis on 2 June..

Anyways, i'm so excited!!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-08T02:07:00.000-07:00

Had maths paper 1 this morning.. Reached school and i realised i had forgotten to bring my calculator!! CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW ANXIOUS I AM?! Fortunately, Tiantian borrowed from Waimin. Thank god, thank Tiantian and Waimin otherwise i would have been dead by now. SERIOUS. A millions thank you to all of you. I think i had a number of questions that died=.= AND!!! The last question, they asked about mean age. I was like what the bloody hell is mean? So i any-o-how guess, then just find total luhh. But they are actually asking for average=.= DAMN WASTED LUHH!!! VERY PISSED OFF!! But fortunately, i got at least 1 mark. Nevertheless, i'm still pissed off=.=

hohoho, I'm bored:/

Chatting with Eleanor now;D

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-06T06:17:00.000-07:00

These few pictures brightens up me;D Every time i look at these pictures, i'll feel damn happy;D
通通的压力都没了!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-05-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

QUICK 1!

Tiantian get well soon uhhs!

Science paper was quite okay;)

Tuesday, was having uber fun in class! My rabbit became Xun Qin number 2! (cuemor) LOL! She looks damn damn cute><

xoxo,
ZEN.

!

2009-05-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

Did these 2 pictures of Selina yesterday. I thought that they were not bad after all right? Quite nice in fact! Don't you think so? Hahahas.

Had maths tuition this morning and we had to do test paper. Sat beside Peiyun and was glad that she was beside me because she taught me some questions. She's really a very good girl! While she was teaching me, i think my mind was in a whirl, i didn't know what i was thinking. She told to me right "m", i wrote "4" =.= Blur diao ler. Siao siao ler~ Maths teacher even said my bunny was cute! Hahas! Looks like my bunny is becoming the centre of attraction, in that case, i should bring her out more often;D

BEFORE I FORGET! I need to apologise to someone because i pangseh-ed her and a group of friends yesterday. Xinting! I am very very very very sorry! Didn't know i pangseh-ed you 4 times already!=.= SO SO SORRY! I promise i won't do it next time! Guarantee card plus chop;D
You'll have my word.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-04-30T02:01:00.000-07:00

Ohoh! Alot of people had fallen sick these few days. Xin Ting whom we "suspected" had swine flu, wore a mask on Monday! She looked damn cute;D May you and Wua Ting get well soon!

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-04-30T01:42:00.000-07:00

Monday
Had English tuition at 7pm. We changed room because our room was occupied by the secondary 3s. Pei Yun arrived first, followed by me and Vivian. Suddenly, while we were doing our compositions, we heard a voice that sounds damn like Mr Neo next door. Then recalled that Ms Yim told us he's currently teaching Sec 3s students maths, so we confirmed that it was him. Then Tony came late because he overslept followed by Quinton. Ms Ruth asked if the teacher next door was our maths teacher and we kept mum. Didn't know what to say. Then she went to the toilet and the 5 of us was discussing whether to go out to say hi to him or ask for swensen treat (since he owed some of us) and he's outside talking to Ms Yim and it's a great chance.. But we didn't... I hope he'll teach us next year!! Current teacher is good but he's better!! I never felt so much respect for a teacher before and he's the first for he really earned my respect.

Tuesday
Arranged the tables and i changed my seat to 1 table behind because i wanted to chat with Tiantian they all. Mr Chong's period was quite fun;D

Monday
I thought the English paper 1 yesterday was quite okays but paper 2 was the one that is difficult. And the last passage was taken from Reader's Digest! About how karaoke was invented=.= Damn blur. I don't think i'll do well for my english.. God bless me.

Wednesday
Higher Chinese paper 1 was okay. I was puzzled because the papers had no hole so i was thinking whether to poke a hole or what and coincidentally, Mr Tan was infront of me. So i looked at me. And he looked at me back. Came to me, used my pen and helped me poke a hole. After he collected the paper, he told the whole class..." Some people don't even know how to poke a hole." So i just smiled sheepishly at him...LOL. Paper 2 really killed me=.= IT'S DAMN DIFFICULT!!! Most of the passage's questions asked us for 感想 and 1 question like this can be 6 or 5 marks! So, if you don't understand the passage, you can say bye bye to your marks=.= Last 1o minutes, i was still doing the second last page of the paper, then flip over... DAMN SHOCKED to see that there were quite a number of questions=.= Was very pissed off, did until don't feel like carrying on but i managed to finish though;) Mrs Ong uhh! She thought that we're higher mother tongue students, so standard surely very high=.= Zui Yi who was sitting behind me during the exams, said that before the exams she's still bubbly and energetic, but after the paper she felt like dying! May god bless me for this paper.

xoxo,
ZEN.

2009-04-24T08:02:00.000-07:00

This is how my rabbit looks like this morning! I've gave her simple makeover by using plastic tissues cover and badge to pin it up. She looks very smart, don't you think so?

ohoh! I've forgotten to post about today's lessons!

English period was quite fun since it was Mr Ko's period(;

Life Science, Mr Azlan explained about our project and i'm with Jiawei, Wil, Kok Hui and Glen, quite happy with my group members luhhs but Eleanor very poor thing! She was grouped with Chang Rong, Jian Long and Andy! ANDY AND CHANG RONG! These 2 surely won't do anything to help her so Mr Azlan switched her with Xun Qing(; I'm happy for you, Eleanor. If didn't switch.. GOD BLESS YOU!

Maths, Mr Chong took my rabbit and used his pen to whack it! He doesn't know that it's a pencil box! =.= Oh and Xun Qing and Andy use the excuse of "shitting in the toilet" to skip maths lesson. LOL! As if he'll fall for that=.=

Home-ed and was chatting with "bro" Wua Ting on MSN, we're discussing about a few people in our class.. Right bro?

LOLOKAYS

I'm done now!

xoxo,
ZEN.

DESSERTS

2009-04-24T07:53:00.001-07:00

Just a quick one;D

Alrights, had tuition this night and teacher gave us some questions to do and we started (including herself) slacking. LOL! They boys started off by telling jokes and riddles and teacher gave us some:
Char Siew Pao and Man Tou went to watch a movie.
Char Siew Pao cried but Man Tou did not.
WHY?!
because Char Siew Pao have feelings (fillings).
_____________________________________

She said some more but forgotten lers. Anyways teacher damn cute luh! She also started to give us some riddles. Pei Yun said this lesson is fun! And i agreed with her because we were all laughing away. If only every tuition lesson could be that fun, and not being stressed out by maths questions>;(

After tuition, saw Benjamin and Nick having their dinner at a coffeeshop so sat with them for awhile before going home.

I'm going for desserts tmr with Benjamin and Nick;D

xoxo,
ZEN.